How did I started to wash cars based on the American Freemium Model? 

This is an anecdote, separated a side about also joining a compo on this website... I thought to write it here, instead because I do not want to bother the flow of the team working on their games, having fun experience!

I am Jewish, and decided to start a car-wash based on the idea of the Micro-Transection American Model... People are not often glad to pay for a job, so they can have it also for free and the such... Very fun, not much "hassiduth", but very very enjoyable!

You see how they do it with "Pay to Win" games, they get you into an ugly starting point like in "Garden Scapes"... They give you a virtual garden, and a butler that will almost do anything for you so the garden would be pretty and clean... But sometimes there is a plot twist that holds you up from really advancing the game... You want to remove that ugly paint on the wall, these horrible crows in level 4 that feels like an infection... You want to buy a 3$ pin to dig them up as you are psychologically being provoked but it's not about just paying, you must advance levels so you can buy tools to win the round, and it can advance you a bit... Sometimes by luck, sometimes by knowing to use the premium you have purchased on the right time. So, there is my car-wash... I just do it. I go. I clean a car... Then moving to the next... You decide if you want to pay 20Nis, or to get it for free... But the shoes does not clean themselves, they do not buy themselves... If you would not pay, I could not afford shoes... I also give 20% of my earning to the poor needy people... These who like what I do, sometimes give double, even more... 50Nis, or 40Nis, That's Shekels... They give double for they are excited, that was a really dirty car. Then, come the lies... That suppressing angry person comes up and say in a snap: "Why are you doin' it"? It's like he ask if you hide somethin'... Like you have a hidden motive... He can then invite the police or tell you it's not really about doing it with good intention, it is for the sole purpose of making money... Sometimes after being provoked and not succeeding, they can report you for disturbing orders... Who send you? Who told you to clean that car, who is your boss? People just don't get things for free because it is too good. Ain't it sounds dark?

I live in an often dirty city. People throw trash on floor... You clean and it keeps coming... Your friends see you excited to clean, but comes and gently tell you that there is no real point for "You just remove the dust from one place to another", we already heard that... "The workers will anyway do so later, don't attempt, don't sweat, no point, it's just a fraction of a regular job"... "No one does it anyway besides you and won't will"... I am used to hear that...

Then is Judaism... You are forbidding my the Mikra Laws to do things like wearing several colors or acting in a certain way... People might look you in suspect when you do something, often slight by a codex of pretty insane rules and believes... You always wear the same hat, always walk in the same way... You cannot pose, it's to audacious... You cannot listen to Coldplay or William Orbit or play Sonic CD because it's a wild up "Goy" stuff... We are Jewish, we are inferior to them... We have our own simple ugly music, and if we suffer humiliation now, we get an afterlife... Don't make games, don't come into British Clickteam Convention because it's in a land of no God-fearing... I was aspired to visit such convention several years, but "God would not come with you if you go aboard the plain"...

But smoking? Drinking? That's just natural to a human, we all have weakness, the devoted said to me... So I am no longer a human... I felt I am less than that... A sub-human that is more close to a dragon...

They told me, A man have a family, men bring kids, marry a woman... You are no man but a demon-lizard thing if you do not marry a wife... It must be a Jewish believer though and an Israeli inherited... It does have reasonable sources for that, but...

So I wanted "Hassiduth"? Right?

It's often giving things for free...
But people also have a price... You must work, to get stuff, you cannot just give e'm... I told a committee 20 years ago that I just want to be an idealist that want to help and give others for I am inspired by the Jewish Hassiduth, but they called me a crazy for believing in said God... I was also using the horrible "Dianetics"... Ended  up I was a blind idealist for them, so they supplied me a monthly sum along with a treatment... So, if you cannot be in Hassiduth, at least you have enough to get a suppliece of money and be a great Just.

You see. It's not about learning Torah, having a yarmulke and a fancy beard... It's not about tradition, Just being a pirate with a captain hat, and a battle of rum and be called great leader of a ship! It's about just being good! Dressing in white to give stuff for people enjoy your neat presence! To enjoy someone to enlight their days by just being kind to them! That's actually Puzzle Pirates!!! You don't just become a pirate trough hard work! You become a good kind of pirate!

How is that? I was inspired by the Palmtree Panic Theme of Sonic CD!
In the presence, it's more like a Brazillian Carribian Theme! It presents tradition! It's about the beard, and the hat, and the mandoline you hold, and the such... But then they show you the good future!

It seems like in the good future, they lost tradition... They now do all these thing just because they want to be good...

"Fun is infinith by the devil"...
I think that the Juice are really fun... All expected, All look the same, all Lov'in each other, agreeing on the same rules... But being no Jew, only doing good is like that:

Once, I've seen that in Saturday there were a lot of dirty cars in my neighborhood... People learnt so much Torah and did not have the time to clean everything!
So | want cleaning the entire cars, because I wanted Hassiduth... I am no devotee, because devotees does not use "Dianetics"!

However, later on that day, as I found out I was working on the holy day meant for preservation and resting I opened my computer because why bothering? I already did a work that day so I got that song! "You are no Jewish"!...

Oh, Youtube song copyrights... This was actually 

"Armin van Buuren x The Stickmen Project - No Fun"

What is fun if you are no child-bringing, sabbath keeper Jewish, Yarmulke wearing that is acceptable upon all the other Jewish people?

What if you just like being good instead? Then... You are no FUN!
You do get into heaven, and see that you are not belong... All sit and just enjoy the presence of God... They have their "Or*ies", they wear fancy dress and cloths... Some just speak nonsense, some taunt others for joy because it is allowed in heaven, as it all agreed to tease and laugh, and f*** up each other... The women wear prudish "Princess" like dresses, you can see their legs... No one understand me, Everyone blame you for not being Fun enough, teach you a lesson about how to behave... Sometimes they order the police to put you in a made house... They do not seem to really enjoy it though!

What if I want to make a game and upload it to Itch.Io, but I cannot do it on Sabbath? You want others feel good with your game?
Well! I conserve and rest one day to lift up a burden on the interweb! It uses electricty and by the rest of the day I plan how to make my idea better, adding gags, using decoration, think about how to improve, then making it!

What if Saturday comes, and I want to submit my game to Itch, but I cannot complete it by Sabbath to make others truly enjoy it?
You hurry up, and there is that one annoying bug, that ruin experience! The secular already won the competition, they had one day in advance!

It's because I tried to be fun, without caring to actually be good and considerable to others! But my computer broke so many times for an overuse... Mostly one day after Saturday! Is it God? Is it eco-oriented? Is the ecosystem couldn't hold my computer? It is so fun to believe you are eco-oriented if you cannot just be into Chaiduth... You play as Lav in Puzzle Pirates... You become a "Pursor" in your team... YOU FIND OUT AFTER 20 YEARS THE CAPTAIN IS JEWISH LIKE YOU!

Then he said... Thank you for keeping the loyality on the "Crimson Maruders"... You do not tell him you are a boy, dressing as a beautiful Israeli Girl.... All white and so...
You do not just become "Lav", You become "Lav Purser"... That is such a good condition, but I often do not visit this game, for impresionating as opposite gender is lying, and Thu-shall not lie... I cannot use a gurl... Only a gurl can donate and give presents as a gurl... I use a sub-character less beautiful than the one I planned to be... Found out it was based on a local american volenteer named Kujo, so black girls can give as well! That is so good I am pluralist.

Such in real existence, working to buy a boat just to give it as a gift without getting a monthly budget, is like doing a full job, to get underpaid by a boss excuses...
Have you ever played one of these puzzles in the working badge? You get into your position, work for "1 hour", make 23 pieces of "Eight" and get annoyed by that pirate voice in the background saying in a grouse toning: "Yuck"... "Ugh"... "Uh! Spicy"... Like, Who asked for your oppinion? I'm a good girl! I dress in white! Why do you bother me finishing that puzzle with your "Sexist" annoying comments, laughed, Yair Israel Charutz, while he plays a weird loving character that doesn't exist in real life because everybody got to be working in a job that does not provide much if you are secular, or doing everything by a book if you religious and then eat at a meeting-place served for meals offered by and for these who are religious...

I... am like that rich uncle that give his girl a big sack of coins so she could be a represent and give to the poor with a smile and a good looking white shirt...
When they ask, who sent you, and hear you are the daughter of a Rabbi, then they look you in disgust... I am no Rabbi, but a fun loving creature who is obsessed with giving!

Why do you give, they ask?
What is your motivation, is the somebody who plays is too good to be true?

Such as it is often being manipulated in Roblox, as people give Robux for a nasty deal later, I just give an they tease me... "Don't worry, I'm eight" Got it? Eight! Because it's the pieces in the game, but it's not funny!

I want to be a giver! Not a clown, neither an imposter, neither a potential pervert...
Only if I was a woman, I could show the WORLD who made them truly happy, truly rich! That I do love them... Loving is no lying... I'm 42, I look handsome, I have good intention, but I am sure no white looking girl... Why are you so white? Innocense? Purity? Elitist of white SupErMacY?! No!

I'm audacious! I just love to feel good and want YOU! ^_^'
Yes, YOU! Too feel good as me! You do not want an ugly bearded Riay type of a pirate to just come and give you stuff and look so foolish with his lime-looking clothings! This pirate sleeps for over 4 years, my captain told me... See how I am disgusted by this awkward figuring that disturbs me because I suppose to look like that in real life!

I do not use Lav often, because she is considered being too good...
On sabbath, I look very angry... It's a day of tradition... All others just sits and eat and play with each others, "make children"... No one needs you!

I rarely play Puzzle Pirates... It is also to raise awareness to give stuff! To be kind to these in need! To muscle up and flex around these who want that most, with giving!!! Just take it and see how I am beautiful, and rich and strong like the divine, only on EARTH!!! YES! THAT IS SO GOOD! DO YOU ENJOY ALREADY?!

It's the ASMR, but with micro-transection... Only the good looking girls can do so... If you are a boi, your channel is modest because you are either crazy like Ephemeral Rift.... Not sexually provoking like "Dr T.ASMR" or you liek being sexy as the girls... Only you are a pervert!!! Perverted! Nooooooooooooooooooooo!!!

I have to often take for real people... These misfortune who does not have for dinner on their table... These grassroots... Saving my earnings to give 20% of the cut by Halacha, if you really want to be good because you are not just God-fearing, you are actually enthrilled by GIVING!!! It makes me feel so good, so strong, so proud!!! The sensation of doing something because you ENJOY it like CRAZY! Giving is drug!!!... More powerfull than wearing that immense sabbath dress and looking like Millions... Millions like you why just like to look good and feel Jewish! If you want to look good, and feel good, then why not doing good? It's like taking the SAVIOR path in "BIOSHOCK II"... I have this trophy somewhere on steam! So fun! Right?! Right?!

It's not in my inventory however, because... It's all about braggin' rights when you beat a real challange, like completing a hardcore mode... Mine is the "Casually Hardcore" of "Torch Light II"... Who's havin' it also? Anyone? Anyone here is such a loser to actually play on casual hardcore and get it? It was I!

Back into Puzzle Pirates... I come once in a full moon... Not always... Why?
Because I give to the poor outside and they beg, and they please...

20% goes to gifting the poor.... 200Nis, goes to Puzzle Pirates to serve these misfortune little players who did not had the chance to own two cottages and a shack full of furniture just to muscle up! She is not only a giver, but looking pretty kind of rich!

Won't you enjoy also spending sometimes what you made at your work for some furniture... Most of it is the budget, served for a blind crazy Idealist...

But I have the Sword Wrack and the Swords inside! These are mine! I was working on it

How do you punish with love? It's the Kether in Kaballah, she is a giver... Without condition... Such a joy... You "Punish" the poor for being poor by just giving them a bed, and a meal and a gift, but is very audacious to say so... For you flex on them! It's actually called "חסד מן הנצח" by Kabbalah... It's not the Kether... If you do it, you feel so good about yourself, but sometimes, in several online multiplayer experience you see others suddenly flex like you because they want to feel good for muscling up.... Sometimes, it feels overwhelming, mostly if you are newbie, and the others are big experienced players that went when all the prizes go... You get gifts while wanted to be a giver!

What is so fun in flexing now? You hide in eager so they won't give you, and comes out just when you have somethin' good to give... Is it hassiduth already? Is it? ^_^'
Then why am I so proud? Calling it a Gotch'a... I gave you, feeling so good? Right? Ain't you feelin' like you are losing something.... A punishment, is more like audacity!

Don't say it if you are an ugly bearded captain of a sloop or a cutter!
Also, I often lose in sword fighting... Getting more "Punishing" combos than giving a blow... I won't get that prize in that loot competition many other players wish so often to receive... I also seldomly organize one myself, seeing all other scurvy dawgs fighting over a bone of the second place, then a more punishing victory on the first place... Suffering the misery of not being good enough for Ms Love just decided to organize a throw... ^_^'

Lastly, there are these:

Palmtree Panic Zone: Present (US) - Sonic The Hedgehog CD

Palmtree Panic Zone: Good Future (US) - Sonic The Hedgehog CD

I wanted to be a provider... Like in the other one..

Not just the present like ugly pirate that serve tradition...

"ecclesiastics"

These poor people at the past, they are wishing to be getting something good, and when I give someone, I can say, I am actually you, but from the future...

Don't ruin CLICK-TEAM's competition, or we would not GET ANY GOOD THINGS!
I anyway wanted to give part of my old un-used clothings if I win the Clickteam merch and become The "ClickTeam" Fusion man...

These who reported me to disqualify my for suspicious behavior...

Really! Stop ruin us the competition! It was meant to be fun!

Don't ruin DC competition! All other games are better than mine, sure... Most at least, but my first entry was aspiring others to make a water-theme based levels mixed with the 3D maze of the second entry... I was the first to submit a game!

-"To be a Scientologist these days is like being considered as a Juice in Germany of 1937 of World War"
Sez somebody on Youtube once... Random comment.

Huh? Where is that nice little heart emoticon you can see on Youtube once you want to finish writing an entire long part of a document?

Interesting read.

Is this about hasidic?

The music is actually read great. I like it.

I had to play "שנות התשעים" by "משינה"
ותתפלא, כדי לנגן טוב יותר, עליךלשבור מוסכמות ולנגן גם את ההמנון של המפלגה הגרמנית הנשיונל סוציאליסטית אפילו שהוא טאבו.

צלב קרס הוא לפעמים הבסיס ליצירת פרח אם אתה מרסס גרפיטי ואפשר לעצבן ככה מגוון שלם של אזרחים כולל שוטרים... הם עוצרים אותך על הנסיון להתחיל.

אתה יכול לקבל את זה בחינם אם אתה שובר מוסכמות כדי להשתפר ואינך צריך בהכרח לשלם 500 שקלים לשעה עבור טיפול אצל מנטור שישחרר אותך... קורסים בחינם של מנטורינג אומרים זאת פעמים רבות... חיפשתי שנים אודיטינג ואחרי ערב שלם של ניקוי מכוניות מצאתי איש רוסי פשוט עם בקבוק בירה וסיגריות שהיה מוכן להקשיב בחינם ופתר לי חצי בעיה שסבלתי ממנה... חרדה לפגוע בילדים... לימד אותי שיש הבדל בין לבצע לבין להרגיש שאתה כזה... לא לימדו אותי זת קודם.

לא משלמים לי אבל על הנקיון של הרכבים כי אני אוהב לעשות את זה בכעס ולצרוח תוך כדי, כי אני עובד מהר יותר... עושה סובלימציה לכעס וגומר את נקיון הרכב בקלות... זה כל כך קל כשאתה מוציא אנרגיה של כעס אבל הגוף נשאר מבוקר... אין כמו עבודה כוחנית של נקיון רכבים אבל מה שאני אומר גובל פעמים רבות באיום ממשי, גידופים שטניים וכו.

אתה ממש שובר מוסכמות, קורא למעשה שלך עונש, מתנקם באנשים... זה פועל אבל אתה כמעט לא רואה שטרות ירוקים או אדומים או משהו... זה שידרוג של שירות הפרימיום שאני מבצע... אל תנסו את זה שם בבית! תלמידי הפשיזם היקרים! 

Mood control can sometimes made you a slave to society, as you cannot oppress feelings such as love, mistaking it for lust, or a brave act to an act of violence... There will be no Shintoism down here, but at least you prevent swords being thrown everywhere by irresponsible brats.

People asked me why I adapt so many belief system and change them... So as for Shinto, I can count these I base on 5 fingers.

You got Modest Christianity, I started adapting an acceptance to it when I was meek as I played "Battle over Bangling Bay by Will Wright" when I had a multi-cart for a Famicom, raised on classical music mostly.

You get Scientology, Being given to me by a mentor after 16 years of suffering with dissonance from the Israeli Colture.

Then, I was enforced to be converted into Judaism, only to find it forbid free love and see everything as bad, as this was Orthodox Messianic Belief opposing so many other merciful and pluralistic religion, then I found "Pirkei Avot", speaking about the 4 temperance discovered by Hippocrates. A Mishna contains it's own version, you can see that SEGA did such a thing as a green aesope... Past version of dimensions seem phelgmatic mostly, Moody at the present sometimes and then both extreme angry depressed type on one result and the other is the more Sangium kind.

I tried the other temperaments which are considered Good, but God told me I have the evil temperament that of a tyrant... Can make you a very strong hero when they pressure me from war into extreme feeling of peace, I learnt to use it to pretend I am a peace-maker when I went berzerk tearing up soldier pictures in Israeli Streets of Petah Tikva out of rage of the proposal of victory when far away they torture Palestine people with severe intense famine... Could go covet hostile and fake feeling of peace in-front of a cop, look all do do goodder. 

Then, because I was sabotaged by a torturing psychiatric enslavement of mind, I accepted I am a war thrive kind of a being instead of the loving I was... Led me into Shintoism... It is used modern days mostly well to remove dust, garbage and pollution that could harm close by environment... That is "Harae"... Kegare is the pollution, You use a similar process that is Misugi when you clean cars, as it is translated to purification by Water.

Then, There is the final "Philosopy of Life", presented in Spore... I ask however how many enemies I made upon the way to accept an Eco-Oriented system of beliefs, as I am mostly zealous against immoral kind of actions against other beings... This game also made by the hideous, frowny looking Will Wright and his team, now at Maxis... Borderbund made the Famicom Version of Battle over Bangling Bay....

God exist, to a point he leads me overways to say a moral sentence, as long as trusted enough to believe in what he tells you to write...

When you let a regular kind of a man to teach you about ways in life, like forcing it on you on school, you might learn to read, yes... But can be forbid to behave in a specific way, or being treated with the use of pain and punishing... Do that, accept that or else, you will suffer pain... Rely toward authority, such. Accept what is normal... You still have buildings, still sun is shining at the day but people seem bulky, slow and depressed, waiting a messiah to come... We need to feel enthusiasm! Not neccecarily accept a divine leader we cannot and do not want to listen his orders.

People does not even cross in the green anymore, the pass the red light as a pedestrian... Why should someone accept a messiah if is simply dangerous and not allowed by simple traffic laws? Does an Israeli deserve a messiah if he use drugs? Smoke freely? Drink alcohol, use promiscuous methods? Cheat and lie for money? Is that messiah wants? As I live in desolation in the after-world... All are with direct connection with God, and I walk and see I have no table to sit by... Anyone I can speak to... while practicing Shintoism I couldn't care less it's about the now and nothing is to do spiritually, when life is eternal over there... Misugi is about preventing death, as an social activist I have no reason to live in the heavens as long as poverty, drugs use, and misery is upon other humans and the people who suffer must be comforted... Supplied with essentials... You do not see that much in Sabbath. That makes me the devil so I often get most angry in Saturday, as all went God and I have no imperfect being to speak to, for no one have time but to enjoy fancy dresses and the presence of God by just breating, existing as God's upon earth. I cuss at Saturday as I feel most evil... Heaven is a severe torture for the activist who feel for a soul of another and they all for God, nothing noticing you anymore... All learnt is faded into corruption, people does not even acknowledge you are someone to them... God will provide. There is food on the table, Torah book, love of men to a woman and to it's children and other kids and friends, but I do not feel belong for I did not do it by the book, there is no acceptance of same kind of rules...

While doing my work and cherish and the least I could care for others, other learn codex and behave upon, it's a herd mentality they were practicing, there are no rules... No matter what Metallic Madness version you get... In Israel they would never listen, fools and they would not understand, when they do, it's because it can be allowed, they do it because they can... And is accepted as normal.

1.Meek Chrisitanity
2.Dianetics
3. Judaism
4. Shintoism
5. Eco-Oriented Philosophy and belief system.

Life is sacred. 

שנאמר, ובחרת בחיים.
I had my accidents and weaknesses... When raising a scientist and 2 ecologists in spore, it felt like I messed up a lot in the process, but it felt like I was just with what I do, so somehow, all 3 empires I made contain sort of a modest special theme for the empire...

As the Ecologist have a national anthem and is played by every civilization you find that has the same belief, it happened that 3 space faring empires of my own creatures, 2 Eco-Oriented and one Science Oriented got a different kind of a theme... So a self made Ecologist does have a special theme as I found only it is different to other Space Faring you play in the game... It is not the usual fantastic boom-box anthem you can make using the anthem modification screen.... Did it ever happen to you?

I often revert into communistic, even fascist kind of aggressive behavior if provoked or angered into under-estimation when seeing immorality spreading. Religion forbid me often to use violence and I can mostly use words even if sounds threatening, I am forbid to lift a hand by all five systems of belief I have adapted and I often swap between them...

Is like cutting a tree... When it's root are blood thirst and the peak is religion... Though, I am not a space Pokemon, Right?

Autistic Psychopathy is still psychopathy, so It's an adaptable part mix with aggressive behavior unacceptable by a regular "Chad", so the can revert me into full hatred if provoked... As it's base root was hatred toward everything life and God... Actually, it's these promiscuous smokers and ungrateful to my service I provide for free, I feel they are no friends and I often fear them, reverting into hate and anger... Fear, when I realize how aggressive, irrational and hateful they can be toward me... a regular cop can give you the feel everything you believe or said is imaginary, is fake, is not true, it's just fancy looking attitude, like a fake presence... Logic is all lost when Gods upon Israeli land can do anything, and only do few things just because they can and because they like doing it most... Smoking, Using energy drinks, alcohol, drugs and the such, being promiscuous, proud and offensive so for no reason but choosing to be stupid just for the enjoyment of feeling being close to God, It is so intense for them, only they need servants to do so, and these servants often cannot do anything that is not by the book, Kosher by law and the orthodox religious book, and is not consider awkward enough by Psychiatry.... In this region, it is accepted if it does not provoke the cops and if someone don't see it pleasant or normal it is often reported... It suck things in life that are true joyful... Fun is only Jewish People themselves, mostly the female, the better looking the havier pleasure... Even if you get everything eco-oriented, it won't make people good, they will only feel good, so with good feel they look more generous, they are not genuinely good, as there difference than feeling good or being good.... Everything you plinch for them lose into obsolence once they are fulfilled and move on in life, or they do not get a refill, or I show them hate... They do not see the action of my deeds, actions lead into consequinces and people often fail to see...

You collect feces from the floor for I actually found you can lose your shoes if you step on something really nasty...

My shoes are for work, they cost me 80Nis.... Other shoes can cost 700 for a designer brand... Why people does not care to lose 700$ worth of a pair of shoes if they step on a dog's outings? It's like they are enough rich to fend for a stolen property they would not mind to lose from a friend, or must be really stoic in nature... I am so going to hell for cursing their God's name... For it is forbidden, but everything else will be spared, even after a long serve in hell... Don't curse the devine, is the king... You will suffer eternity of un-relation... No matter how many poor people you provide with essential... It's the now, everyone are fed, none of your bussiness, let us feel God, we do not really care about what you did, so I end alone, or trapped in a cage, psychiatric asylum and a ward...

Punishment so cool is the way I can clean their dirty vehicle, saying it's pure vengeance.
It's tone 1.5 in Dianetics, If you can force treatment on me, then I can do the same and touch your car against your will, it is mine, I will claim and, so I could make it clean... Though I do no do "Bou-du-ken" and rob it like in Saints Row, causing an accident... I learnt to clean good because I care, and because punishment strikes hard... That can be really pleasureful to the ego if you do not wish to become humble enough to just do it for is a necessity.... Pride, Compassion, is an additive, is that attractive looking angelic monster of hatred, lust and boastful pride that can make you do the work really fast, and at ease... Much way faster than a "Fast Worker Unit" in a Civilization game... When humankind came up, I asked myself how one morning I was working as the roman empire worker, then Militant Germany in the middle of the day, turning into an American Pilot at the end, doing the same work actually, feeling 3 different kind of tempers!

In tips for success, Hubbard said, if you want to see yourself as a professional, feel yourself like a professional... So, once I adapt life oriented kind of philosophy I just have to act like the space faring Pokemon who behave so... Though people often interrupt with fear, mocking you, telling you why it won't work and get you out of state of mind... Usually provoking me to the more aggressive hateful type of being...

If the devil is evil, it is probably a good doing kind person look so young at age, doing all the good stuff, giving mostly right advises trying to please others, not going by the books, so people see and stand afar... I am the serpent, I should be stomped into a mess till my brain comes out oozing for I am the best kind of them for I care...

Being good, but served as a bad example for others, you are too dedicated you make others lose will to become what you wanted them to be and went so... Evil is something that makes me feel angry to become, and I am often angry for being the evil kind for no-one seem to participate in giving anymore... In the 90's when I was a child, I felt opposed as everyone seemed to do so, for "Heal the World" by Jackson... Ain't my attempt in Hassiduth seems like said kind? So why I prefer William Orbit and industrial techno over the mainstream if Sonic 3 was inspired by the same artist all my classmates went to adore so much?

But it was the artist who was hated the most, and it's socialist friend, as people praise the religious leader of a non pluralist cult, or the scientist enforcing therapy on others, sending a war-officer and the soldiers he commend to die as heros, being remembered as stickers... Why I feel so desolateed?

Anyway,. If you want a malt-based drink I can have one to give you, provided I am contained with enough glass bottles of no-alochol the kind of...  Why did I lost so many friends in the process of becoming life oriented? It matters if you need, but really need a drink but I am not there to provide because people fear me for my fire breathing, earth-shaking dragon-kind of attitude, 

There is no "Devil" in עשייה... The devil in me starts when there is no work to do and people go social and I do not even relate... It is mostly for providing food and stuff and doing maintenance work for people who gladly appreciate but would not pay for because they did not ask.... Why should they pay for something they do not wish for currently... And you hire only these you like being with? So, You still feel good when I cannot provide work for you for I have no shoes... You enjoy brain-rot games and such... Do you happy doing that?

In the end, if no one suffer, the question is that if you enjoy doing so. Did you enjoy?

Clickteam can disqualify me from their competition if they see me as bothersome, but I thought that 255x144 also mostly water-themed 3D maze like is an outstanding addition, but only 7 games were submitted, both inspired somehow but first and second entries, and my game was the first to be uploaded... So the question is that if you enjoy missing out a product made by someone you do not like and is suspicious in actions to you.

Someone asked me once in anger if I'd like risking losing my channel and presence on an Israeli art-content website and I angrily said yes, for I know he better be off not suffering my presence, for he feels good when I am not around, as this is self sacrifice, or humility, or spite or just liberal gesture... Or you are so serene that it does not matter for you, so people could just enjoy what they did to themselves without including you...

I look at spotted places and I see God's face in the dust... He looks sad because he love his children, he does care!
I saw his sad face in the ugly walls of jail, looking at me from all over... Why? More than he was sad that I was sent to prison for a day, it was prison itself that is only exist to cause misery to others  without knowing the true consequences of their actions...
   
Providing me work, and paying it can supply me fitting shoes, even if basic worker modest kinds, it looks so good when new, and is no loss if you step on feces, and removing as much more of dumpster scraps can prevent me losing more of them! That is why it is freemium model.

Pay 20, or pay nothing...
However, I turn fascistic in nature when people overdo... Blazing angry... It can be beneficial for war, but also excellent for more car-wash. Eco-oriented evil kind of looking space alien did I already say?

When you feel yourself professional you become one... People, like worms in the gut, they are the reason to be killed at most ease...

When I did "Advertise Play" 20 years ago, I eagerly agreed that human interruption is the worst harmful way one could be killed if he adapt this belief system.,, Back when it was so simple to desire doing good to others, but good is smoking, drinking, and promiscuity.... Mostly... I see Further by "The Chemical Brothers" more threatening than first two albums... It's the crime scene, only the bad people are without the poisonous fangs... You have no place from first track up to K+D+B... This is Gen Z israel to me on Sabbath... Feels mostly like self desolence,  anger, and hatred... Often fear... When salvation comes, I won't be there for I will have no one left to be for... "You do not become evil at the heavens if you do not become a ranger at ground"... If it is a forest ranger, then now?

What do I do when I become a forest ranger?
 Probably makes me a blood thirsty monster above the sky, and a pure darkness at my core, hatred... I go buy you a drink if you need as it so pleasing me! Like the Devotee I have met, enjoyed feeding his closest friends... But not accepting doing over the behalf of God's dignity... Though he was a devotee... Doing everything that provide for the name of God, however, and his additional rejoice on his face when you want to eat a waffle and he have one left on his table, eager to give... That's when you uplift your subject into religion, but he refuse to take your treat for I consume because I do need and not to enjoy something as a favor... You watch where you stand, for making a trail a devotee did not wanted to accept said result...

It is when the eco-oriented shell is broken and you feel pure hatred toward mankind.,, Deep down it breaks into pure psychopathy,  but you cannot lift a hand for a sociopath has high self-control, not treating into violence so easily even if provoked... Adding the autistic part you suddenly turn looking crazy more than evil... Adaptability is made for survival, though more on the bad kinda side, farther then herd mentality, It is about fight or flight said these who makes me feel so embarrassed being a space faring pocket monster... However, these who surrender to norms are the more considered as "Asperger", the nice term... Being treated like crap in asylum and by many, faces me with it's original definition of Autistic Psychopathy coined in the 1930's of the former century... If they told me this as a kid, I would be at rage... It had to take years, and a lot of practice in based of Dianetics, honesty to agree I am an autistic psychopath, but... You see only one sum of an entire part... As you are basically a monster to everyone, it's about what you eat and what you believe in.

I care, and I can go into the level of my worst enemies just to get you in please, Do you enjoy that? As long as no children or woman where injured by a kaiju monster, then it is what was needed... I ask if you enjoy this!

In the end, we must supply for the poor! Remove suffering.... I only wanted to win clothing merch in a competition I joined to to promote Click-Team products, and give other pants and wearable in like-new condition to these in need, spare parts of my wardrobe, all black and red...

Signed as black if I purchased it myself, and red is mostly an artifact I purchase with my own money, sometimes there is a mishap, but Israel's God is merciful and he know that you cannot do it always a master-piece for... Available commodities and such... Black Guitar I bought with speculative money I can leave behind once I earned a new one in  "יושר", honest hard straight labor. All others given me by budget, I mark as blue or white, National property, colors of the Israeli flag. You cannot do it necessarily, you are not me and even if you believe in "mazaloth", the zodiac, you didn't choose to become a space monster obligated for 613 commandments... You are only Jewish when you do not work on saturday, I did not do so, I perform work, I am not fun as you because I just wanted to paint this graffiti of curse words from that wall... Only on sabbath... I did not play Pokemon this day, it was not the essential, not even required... What is hell anyway? Can't I just be good for others and just care for them because it is a joy for me and because they really need it? But really? Like, they starve?

I must do so, I cannot do it alone, Save me!
Donate the local poor and needy in your nearby surroundings! =(

Translate this with Google to Japanese for extra-nishap or ask someone to translate it adding a commentary... If you desire to spice things up, but you do not... Are you enjoying doing this? As long as you know someone do not being killed or phisically hurt mostly on direct immidiate action, then I ask if you enjoy what you are doing? Dirty car you clean is the Essential, on the Maslow Pyramid of hyrarchy of needs, it is not required, but it leads to a support with the requirment level, each cash there with sum I can earn, can be future use for these in need, 

"20% for the earnings cause to the victims of wars I have started". "If I am the devil, then no one else should be bothered to be"...
Worst thing you can do as an evil being, is just to be good to others... You cannot kill me however, at least you surely not do so if you did not feed all the homeless and cleaned all your streets from garbage... On earth, there is always work to do... Violence, we use a planet blaster, since this technology did not being invented yet, blasting the entire existence is so expensive process, can take generations & I have better things to do, like helping someone in need...
That's what she said, when the life itself, she is sacred... I do not understand why the poor kind of people see me as as no more than a horse and look at my eyes like I am a tamed horse, but fear the local common people... I am being such a sub-human, every creature without money in his wallet apply mostly for my case, also, might did they see a white beautiful woman or something? I am pretty decent in look, when you look in my eyes after playing a Famiclone on a really meaningful day, you might be aroused when you see how war intrigues me to supply for these left in the end of the dark oppressing... So does I enjoyed using so much bad intentions due to my love to anime, that my good intentions went weak and un-developed  that I find that good intention is only left for me when is used by me to look at a fly or a beetle at the field.... I mean, it is so weak it is only served for beauty... When I fest for the last time, for I went into an orchard out of fearing a terror attack airing rocketry toward Petah Tikva, I fest for so long I could swear that the bad part in me was so good in his intention so in order for me to help others, it convinced me that I should not throw my ID away for the fear I might be caught by a police or a terror involved implant because I use it and the debit card to provide for these in need... Don't just stand there lying, said the devil in me, appearing infront of my eyes, go there and provide for these in need! Don't pollute the field with the drug commercial you collected, throw them to a dust-tray instead, so I did it immediatly and picked up the essentials I got rid of out of the fear of being caught, and went back to the city nearby at the morning after festing because I did not getting much in the orchard but some fresh grapefruit...

Things I buy colored white or blue, tend to serve me less better and does not fit for car washing... You can see every dirt or speck of dust when you work in the dumpster left by citizens did not aware seeing the cause for a potential of their actions... So I wear black, there is also work did not being done on saturday and sometimes the dust on car is so ugly I cannot being tempted but to break an ordreal... You don't like to do so if you pay for a cloth-wash for you enslave a maid to do so on her free day, even if you pay for this... Do not load on the preservation of planet earth. One less day to pollute the land with vehicles and use of electronics... So that is why we do not wear white on modern times more than when cities were small and people could celebrate together.
 

えもん... 

Eamon... It was no more than a kitten lost to a child in a small family of residents of Edo when it was only a small settlement, everyone knew each other, but eamon was that kitten a child was discovering one day as the local cat gave birth to 3 kittens, eamon did not stand so... He died shortly after the kid decided to play with it as he was the first to find it... When he told his family about the cat, they rejoiced him for the kitten he found and comforted him because eamon was so special to him...

And there were his friends, he told them about the kitten and they all were in awe that the single mother cat went birth to not two but tree kittens while never been seen, eamon was a local treasure everyone know about, because said child keep bragging about how fond he was of the kitten, everyone knew the story, Everyone knew who the cat's mother was and saw the other kittens playing much with her... So it was basically true to them that it is not a wild fruitful imagination of a seven years old boy... So for, each time someone was trying to rejoice about a cat lost to it's little boy owner they rejoiced altogether, playing with the idea that if eamon was alive, it would be sure of a great kitten... Believe it or not, but heros like Goemon wasn't a myth, you know, this was a real man, helping the poor... Stealing from the rich, died after a failed attempt assisinating the emperor when edo went into a district later turned into todays Tokio...

Therefore, later when settlement of setting a foundation for a local district, let's say a town, people knew enough about the story of said one kitten, later told stories about how eamon was a great imaginary cat some boys have found in their back-yard grown into a magnificent little feline... I'm so tired... It is not worthy to waste so much eseence to tell that legends are born and people might be called after a legand once a district grow long enough, eamon was not a cat, he was no regular, people rolled out a story to believe he was a local townmen loving to aid and help others, eamon was a local vocalist for the strains of these in need... Then later, these legands pass later as such people were heroes, I do not know if Ishikawa itself was called like that becaue of a legend or a tale that was lasting trough a period in a local area later turn into a city, an entire city... So no eamon is brave enough to be considered as a legand, a soldier perhaps if you like to call a good kind of scoundrel like that... oh God, please, stop forcing me to type... Anyway, Based on past events, a story could cap into a part that long forgotten kitten could not stand a role of a common deity that protects these in need, local townfolk's kitten named eamon can now grow into a measure of a punishing swordman that can cut you into cruel stand, eamon is now a deamon, slicing trough metal bars with his swords tied to it's feasts... Now, in modern colture and advance of mankind and technology, you can sure make your own stories, if you have a company based in Tokio, it is probably a good way if were they people make a cartoon around these myths, so there are games by Konami called upon the adventures of Mr Goemon, also advancing in level, giving the character more style, as there are cartoons and shows leading several character in the Goemon universe, Yae, Ebisumaru, etc' are additonal characters invented especially for the sake of creating a prfitable artwork while telling a good story on the process preseving tradition along the way and the values one society cherish with nature of deep kinded soul... There it also brings to figures like Doraeamon, which is a cat from the future, sent to a boy called Nobita to help him with his homework and school lessons to erease a debt, a family in the long distant future, deceandants of Nobita Nobi where failing to deal with for he was lazy and careless using such commodities in a way wouldn't it cause loss, so this, is when we talk about a diversion, either inspired or coincidence, Doraemon was a defunct, due to a rare cause of a crime scenery, sent into the modern times as a fun tutor for a boy's adventures helping him to become better in life, school, activities of doing homework, and such... Remember, an earthly good future often presented as seem as no-prown for accidents, they are fewer in encounter, most society is thriving, might people are way more happier, eager to work hard conserving the better times... Accidents still being able to be prowned to, so in that case, an oddity of someone being isolated due to a severe issue of behavior met with in-acceptence is still possible... When as a child, a refrigirator might be defunct, causing a blow, it can traumatice such a kid into later becoming unfit to adult life... They say that in such case, they will volunteer the greatest of the justied people to reincarnate as the villains, as no one could take the least likeable work... So these 27 haters I woulds sit with, local bullies we might consider would be enslaved in a top of a scraper on the 30'th floor in a small minstry department and could not involove with the experience having the great nowadays future fun with all others, doing normal good service with all others who are eager to join... If Petah Tikva wouldn't defunct so much severely, you could and you might hear me scream from the top floor at the patio of the sky-scraper cursing the name of God with all the others imprisons... Just because it is a good future does not mean that the people there are good, they fell good, but not entirely doing good because they want it as a motive, it's fun for them, but they would not dedicate their entire life moaning about such an idea or being compassionate all about it as if it was their only hobby at life, neither I because I failed doing so, I need to sleep... Really...

Anyway, you could hear 27 young people all dressed in black clothing as deform to separate them from society sitting in the main lobby keep complaining to the team nursing them about how bad existence is... Somehow, it was these wise old scholars that had to scarifrice their soul or mind to reincarnate in an existence that will favoour all others but they choose their existence there based on free available placement...  מעין, "כך הקןדם זוכה"

I'm tired, I want to sleep, but sums up Eamon can be whatever an advanced society can let him be based on the legend it was, processing special computers available for everyone, let any user with skills to choose what eamon could be, a God, a Warrior, Villian or a foe, light knight or dark spirit, they can make games about it, so great companies often deform, Heck, alas, let an AI tool create a story and a game for you about precious town hero Goemon...

But eamon cannot be there to save you... Real hero cannot be on several different places, as flesh and blood cannot be on the same time, both helping several fishermen on an island... Let's presume there is a local island and the fisherman must rely on the kindness of one guy called Eamon...  As eamon cannot help everyone, he might like to do some chores or favorable tasks for the townsmen, feeding animals and so... That is the based for the trope of Eamon Trust, as some fishermen might die if they fall to the sea and sink, some live in fear that Eamon would not be there in time... No! Eamon, do not save him, save me first! No, Eamon, this guy isn't better, help me first, he is evil, is a back-stabber... Let me being helped first... It's when no one can or want to be responsible for others but few great what is seems as heroes... It goes elseway as well... Being like, No, Eamon! Why did you help this man, it could go for a better cause, no this man will use the money for scam for he is a scoundrel, so no matter how much eamon tries, he will hear someone calling for help on behalf of others... Eamon, Help me, No, eamon, Help me instead, Eamon, Don't trust this guy, don't give him a land at bay... So, it's when 500$ need to please several people who beg and might be from the same state, all must be devided with a share, often being angry that you did not gave much, as in advance they always tend to complain because resources are scarce and lifting hands are few... Do not trust eamon, he cannot be at two places both at the same time, no more resources could be supplied and eamon itself need clothings and food to be letting into fed... Anyway, It's the base for the myth of Eamon Law, and Eamon Hen... Two districts in ancient times, mythical at cause, On one a hero is capable of doing but met with resitence of: "Do not do it eamon". "No eamon, it will disturb the preasence of this kind of thing" or "No eamon, this is a scoundrel., you should give me instead/Not give him"... The other is if a district all depend on the same kind of one provider... "No eamon, help me first", "No eamon, I needed that before, and you promised and so", becasue you might be giving where most needed, depended on the condition nearst by... Eamon Law, And Eamon Hen as far as I am aware where these places people overall mistrust a hero's result and on other being dependent on the heroes intentions... So you rely on set of pre-determained rules, and make sure other could or be willing to proivde, when you do it most, you become eamon.

אמון , It is called the "Eamon Trust", it is broken each time because of solution too expensive being performed... In order to help others fairly a cut in consume must be performed or expenses must be at bay, or reduced for the least... Don't trust this guy eamon... I'm off to bed... I'm worn out... There is no shame at eating good and giving a good rest in order to keep doing good, even if local townsmen cry out when are being poor, with rest I can ensure to recall once again... Do not pay for my games anyway, unless you want to bother with the experience of the 90's early where there was the Famicom at it's peak... See ya'... I won't be there, I must lie... So often... Then, there is there "Why are you do it eamon"? It's when they suspect you have a hidden motive... It's the source for all mysteries, you suspect in intention to murder, steal or cheat or perform a violent action of lust... Often happens in an already corrupted society, so no one believe your intention was good when eamon and the local heroes are trying to save them, gift them or so... Later... The more you build a district, the less it seems care to listen to a trials...A city can come up small as an ant colony with a single bang of a trumpet, turning into a howl or a small horn later, then a small tune leaving by trumpets, then an entire small melody.... Cities now-a-days are so worn out... These in Israel are so rust... So does Petah Tikva... The anchor trumpet is such a rotten metal is barely sound with it's enormous low scratch... Cities upon this planet are always like this, mostly rotten small stinking places full of metal and rust... Everyday there is a chance for charity, but it is pathetically low, people just don't care for their big city as they used caring for each other when it was a district, sometimes it is higher sometimes it is low, mostly as the fence of a lane of the grass growing outside, in front of a house.

אלוהים אמר לי שזה נקרא "יאירות" מצד החסד, והיאירות הזו היא מאד נמוכה... לא בכל יום ניתן לבצע את אותם החסדים, באם אין קול ואין עונה אנשים לא יתאמצו בחסד כל כך כמו שהם היו כשהם עוד היו רכים בשנים או שהעיר לא היתה גדולה כל כך...