I often revert into communistic, even fascist kind of aggressive behavior if provoked or angered into under-estimation when seeing immorality spreading. Religion forbid me often to use violence and I can mostly use words even if sounds threatening, I am forbid to lift a hand by all five systems of belief I have adapted and I often swap between them...
Is like cutting a tree... When it's root are blood thirst and the peak is religion... Though, I am not a space Pokemon, Right?
Autistic Psychopathy is still psychopathy, so It's an adaptable part mix with aggressive behavior unacceptable by a regular "Chad", so the can revert me into full hatred if provoked... As it's base root was hatred toward everything life and God... Actually, it's these promiscuous smokers and ungrateful to my service I provide for free, I feel they are no friends and I often fear them, reverting into hate and anger... Fear, when I realize how aggressive, irrational and hateful they can be toward me... a regular cop can give you the feel everything you believe or said is imaginary, is fake, is not true, it's just fancy looking attitude, like a fake presence... Logic is all lost when Gods upon Israeli land can do anything, and only do few things just because they can and because they like doing it most... Smoking, Using energy drinks, alcohol, drugs and the such, being promiscuous, proud and offensive so for no reason but choosing to be stupid just for the enjoyment of feeling being close to God, It is so intense for them, only they need servants to do so, and these servants often cannot do anything that is not by the book, Kosher by law and the orthodox religious book, and is not consider awkward enough by Psychiatry.... In this region, it is accepted if it does not provoke the cops and if someone don't see it pleasant or normal it is often reported... It suck things in life that are true joyful... Fun is only Jewish People themselves, mostly the female, the better looking the havier pleasure... Even if you get everything eco-oriented, it won't make people good, they will only feel good, so with good feel they look more generous, they are not genuinely good, as there difference than feeling good or being good.... Everything you plinch for them lose into obsolence once they are fulfilled and move on in life, or they do not get a refill, or I show them hate... They do not see the action of my deeds, actions lead into consequinces and people often fail to see...
You collect feces from the floor for I actually found you can lose your shoes if you step on something really nasty...
My shoes are for work, they cost me 80Nis.... Other shoes can cost 700 for a designer brand... Why people does not care to lose 700$ worth of a pair of shoes if they step on a dog's outings? It's like they are enough rich to fend for a stolen property they would not mind to lose from a friend, or must be really stoic in nature... I am so going to hell for cursing their God's name... For it is forbidden, but everything else will be spared, even after a long serve in hell... Don't curse the devine, is the king... You will suffer eternity of un-relation... No matter how many poor people you provide with essential... It's the now, everyone are fed, none of your bussiness, let us feel God, we do not really care about what you did, so I end alone, or trapped in a cage, psychiatric asylum and a ward...
Punishment so cool is the way I can clean their dirty vehicle, saying it's pure vengeance.
It's tone 1.5 in Dianetics, If you can force treatment on me, then I can do the same and touch your car against your will, it is mine, I will claim and, so I could make it clean... Though I do no do "Bou-du-ken" and rob it like in Saints Row, causing an accident... I learnt to clean good because I care, and because punishment strikes hard... That can be really pleasureful to the ego if you do not wish to become humble enough to just do it for is a necessity.... Pride, Compassion, is an additive, is that attractive looking angelic monster of hatred, lust and boastful pride that can make you do the work really fast, and at ease... Much way faster than a "Fast Worker Unit" in a Civilization game... When humankind came up, I asked myself how one morning I was working as the roman empire worker, then Militant Germany in the middle of the day, turning into an American Pilot at the end, doing the same work actually, feeling 3 different kind of tempers!