אתה יכול לקבל את זה בחינם אם אתה שובר מוסכמות כדי להשתפר ואינך צריך בהכרח לשלם 500 שקלים לשעה עבור טיפול אצל מנטור שישחרר אותך... קורסים בחינם של מנטורינג אומרים זאת פעמים רבות... חיפשתי שנים אודיטינג ואחרי ערב שלם של ניקוי מכוניות מצאתי איש רוסי פשוט עם בקבוק בירה וסיגריות שהיה מוכן להקשיב בחינם ופתר לי חצי בעיה שסבלתי ממנה... חרדה לפגוע בילדים... לימד אותי שיש הבדל בין לבצע לבין להרגיש שאתה כזה... לא לימדו אותי זת קודם.
לא משלמים לי אבל על הנקיון של הרכבים כי אני אוהב לעשות את זה בכעס ולצרוח תוך כדי, כי אני עובד מהר יותר... עושה סובלימציה לכעס וגומר את נקיון הרכב בקלות... זה כל כך קל כשאתה מוציא אנרגיה של כעס אבל הגוף נשאר מבוקר... אין כמו עבודה כוחנית של נקיון רכבים אבל מה שאני אומר גובל פעמים רבות באיום ממשי, גידופים שטניים וכו.
אתה ממש שובר מוסכמות, קורא למעשה שלך עונש, מתנקם באנשים... זה פועל אבל אתה כמעט לא רואה שטרות ירוקים או אדומים או משהו... זה שידרוג של שירות הפרימיום שאני מבצע... אל תנסו את זה שם בבית! תלמידי הפשיזם היקרים!
Mood control can sometimes made you a slave to society, as you cannot oppress feelings such as love, mistaking it for lust, or a brave act to an act of violence... There will be no Shintoism down here, but at least you prevent swords being thrown everywhere by irresponsible brats.
People asked me why I adapt so many belief system and change them... So as for Shinto, I can count these I base on 5 fingers.
You got Modest Christianity, I started adapting an acceptance to it when I was meek as I played "Battle over Bangling Bay by Will Wright" when I had a multi-cart for a Famicom, raised on classical music mostly.
You get Scientology, Being given to me by a mentor after 16 years of suffering with dissonance from the Israeli Colture.
Then, I was enforced to be converted into Judaism, only to find it forbid free love and see everything as bad, as this was Orthodox Messianic Belief opposing so many other merciful and pluralistic religion, then I found "Pirkei Avot", speaking about the 4 temperance discovered by Hippocrates. A Mishna contains it's own version, you can see that SEGA did such a thing as a green aesope... Past version of dimensions seem phelgmatic mostly, Moody at the present sometimes and then both extreme angry depressed type on one result and the other is the more Sangium kind.
I tried the other temperaments which are considered Good, but God told me I have the evil temperament that of a tyrant... Can make you a very strong hero when they pressure me from war into extreme feeling of peace, I learnt to use it to pretend I am a peace-maker when I went berzerk tearing up soldier pictures in Israeli Streets of Petah Tikva out of rage of the proposal of victory when far away they torture Palestine people with severe intense famine... Could go covet hostile and fake feeling of peace in-front of a cop, look all do do goodder.
Then, because I was sabotaged by a torturing psychiatric enslavement of mind, I accepted I am a war thrive kind of a being instead of the loving I was... Led me into Shintoism... It is used modern days mostly well to remove dust, garbage and pollution that could harm close by environment... That is "Harae"... Kegare is the pollution, You use a similar process that is Misugi when you clean cars, as it is translated to purification by Water.
Then, There is the final "Philosopy of Life", presented in Spore... I ask however how many enemies I made upon the way to accept an Eco-Oriented system of beliefs, as I am mostly zealous against immoral kind of actions against other beings... This game also made by the hideous, frowny looking Will Wright and his team, now at Maxis... Borderbund made the Famicom Version of Battle over Bangling Bay....
God exist, to a point he leads me overways to say a moral sentence, as long as trusted enough to believe in what he tells you to write...
When you let a regular kind of a man to teach you about ways in life, like forcing it on you on school, you might learn to read, yes... But can be forbid to behave in a specific way, or being treated with the use of pain and punishing... Do that, accept that or else, you will suffer pain... Rely toward authority, such. Accept what is normal... You still have buildings, still sun is shining at the day but people seem bulky, slow and depressed, waiting a messiah to come... We need to feel enthusiasm! Not neccecarily accept a divine leader we cannot and do not want to listen his orders.
People does not even cross in the green anymore, the pass the red light as a pedestrian... Why should someone accept a messiah if is simply dangerous and not allowed by simple traffic laws? Does an Israeli deserve a messiah if he use drugs? Smoke freely? Drink alcohol, use promiscuous methods? Cheat and lie for money? Is that messiah wants? As I live in desolation in the after-world... All are with direct connection with God, and I walk and see I have no table to sit by... Anyone I can speak to... while practicing Shintoism I couldn't care less it's about the now and nothing is to do spiritually, when life is eternal over there... Misugi is about preventing death, as an social activist I have no reason to live in the heavens as long as poverty, drugs use, and misery is upon other humans and the people who suffer must be comforted... Supplied with essentials... You do not see that much in Sabbath. That makes me the devil so I often get most angry in Saturday, as all went God and I have no imperfect being to speak to, for no one have time but to enjoy fancy dresses and the presence of God by just breating, existing as God's upon earth. I cuss at Saturday as I feel most evil... Heaven is a severe torture for the activist who feel for a soul of another and they all for God, nothing noticing you anymore... All learnt is faded into corruption, people does not even acknowledge you are someone to them... God will provide. There is food on the table, Torah book, love of men to a woman and to it's children and other kids and friends, but I do not feel belong for I did not do it by the book, there is no acceptance of same kind of rules...
While doing my work and cherish and the least I could care for others, other learn codex and behave upon, it's a herd mentality they were practicing, there are no rules... No matter what Metallic Madness version you get... In Israel they would never listen, fools and they would not understand, when they do, it's because it can be allowed, they do it because they can... And is accepted as normal.
1.Meek Chrisitanity
2.Dianetics
3. Judaism
4. Shintoism
5. Eco-Oriented Philosophy and belief system.
Life is sacred.
שנאמר, ובחרת בחיים.
I had my accidents and weaknesses... When raising a scientist and 2 ecologists in spore, it felt like I messed up a lot in the process, but it felt like I was just with what I do, so somehow, all 3 empires I made contain sort of a modest special theme for the empire...
As the Ecologist have a national anthem and is played by every civilization you find that has the same belief, it happened that 3 space faring empires of my own creatures, 2 Eco-Oriented and one Science Oriented got a different kind of a theme... So a self made Ecologist does have a special theme as I found only it is different to other Space Faring you play in the game... It is not the usual fantastic boom-box anthem you can make using the anthem modification screen.... Did it ever happen to you?