In tips for success, Hubbard said, if you want to see yourself as a professional, feel yourself like a professional... So, once I adapt life oriented kind of philosophy I just have to act like the space faring Pokemon who behave so... Though people often interrupt with fear, mocking you, telling you why it won't work and get you out of state of mind... Usually provoking me to the more aggressive hateful type of being...
If the devil is evil, it is probably a good doing kind person look so young at age, doing all the good stuff, giving mostly right advises trying to please others, not going by the books, so people see and stand afar... I am the serpent, I should be stomped into a mess till my brain comes out oozing for I am the best kind of them for I care...
Being good, but served as a bad example for others, you are too dedicated you make others lose will to become what you wanted them to be and went so... Evil is something that makes me feel angry to become, and I am often angry for being the evil kind for no-one seem to participate in giving anymore... In the 90's when I was a child, I felt opposed as everyone seemed to do so, for "Heal the World" by Jackson... Ain't my attempt in Hassiduth seems like said kind? So why I prefer William Orbit and industrial techno over the mainstream if Sonic 3 was inspired by the same artist all my classmates went to adore so much?
But it was the artist who was hated the most, and it's socialist friend, as people praise the religious leader of a non pluralist cult, or the scientist enforcing therapy on others, sending a war-officer and the soldiers he commend to die as heros, being remembered as stickers... Why I feel so desolateed?
Anyway,. If you want a malt-based drink I can have one to give you, provided I am contained with enough glass bottles of no-alochol the kind of... Why did I lost so many friends in the process of becoming life oriented? It matters if you need, but really need a drink but I am not there to provide because people fear me for my fire breathing, earth-shaking dragon-kind of attitude,
There is no "Devil" in עשייה... The devil in me starts when there is no work to do and people go social and I do not even relate... It is mostly for providing food and stuff and doing maintenance work for people who gladly appreciate but would not pay for because they did not ask.... Why should they pay for something they do not wish for currently... And you hire only these you like being with? So, You still feel good when I cannot provide work for you for I have no shoes... You enjoy brain-rot games and such... Do you happy doing that?
In the end, if no one suffer, the question is that if you enjoy doing so. Did you enjoy?
Clickteam can disqualify me from their competition if they see me as bothersome, but I thought that 255x144 also mostly water-themed 3D maze like is an outstanding addition, but only 7 games were submitted, both inspired somehow but first and second entries, and my game was the first to be uploaded... So the question is that if you enjoy missing out a product made by someone you do not like and is suspicious in actions to you.
Someone asked me once in anger if I'd like risking losing my channel and presence on an Israeli art-content website and I angrily said yes, for I know he better be off not suffering my presence, for he feels good when I am not around, as this is self sacrifice, or humility, or spite or just liberal gesture... Or you are so serene that it does not matter for you, so people could just enjoy what they did to themselves without including you...
I look at spotted places and I see God's face in the dust... He looks sad because he love his children, he does care!
I saw his sad face in the ugly walls of jail, looking at me from all over... Why? More than he was sad that I was sent to prison for a day, it was prison itself that is only exist to cause misery to others without knowing the true consequences of their actions...
Providing me work, and paying it can supply me fitting shoes, even if basic worker modest kinds, it looks so good when new, and is no loss if you step on feces, and removing as much more of dumpster scraps can prevent me losing more of them! That is why it is freemium model.
Pay 20, or pay nothing...
However, I turn fascistic in nature when people overdo... Blazing angry... It can be beneficial for war, but also excellent for more car-wash. Eco-oriented evil kind of looking space alien did I already say?
When you feel yourself professional you become one... People, like worms in the gut, they are the reason to be killed at most ease...
When I did "Advertise Play" 20 years ago, I eagerly agreed that human interruption is the worst harmful way one could be killed if he adapt this belief system.,, Back when it was so simple to desire doing good to others, but good is smoking, drinking, and promiscuity.... Mostly... I see Further by "The Chemical Brothers" more threatening than first two albums... It's the crime scene, only the bad people are without the poisonous fangs... You have no place from first track up to K+D+B... This is Gen Z israel to me on Sabbath... Feels mostly like self desolence, anger, and hatred... Often fear... When salvation comes, I won't be there for I will have no one left to be for... "You do not become evil at the heavens if you do not become a ranger at ground"... If it is a forest ranger, then now?
What do I do when I become a forest ranger?
Probably makes me a blood thirsty monster above the sky, and a pure darkness at my core, hatred... I go buy you a drink if you need as it so pleasing me! Like the Devotee I have met, enjoyed feeding his closest friends... But not accepting doing over the behalf of God's dignity... Though he was a devotee... Doing everything that provide for the name of God, however, and his additional rejoice on his face when you want to eat a waffle and he have one left on his table, eager to give... That's when you uplift your subject into religion, but he refuse to take your treat for I consume because I do need and not to enjoy something as a favor... You watch where you stand, for making a trail a devotee did not wanted to accept said result...
It is when the eco-oriented shell is broken and you feel pure hatred toward mankind.,, Deep down it breaks into pure psychopathy, but you cannot lift a hand for a sociopath has high self-control, not treating into violence so easily even if provoked... Adding the autistic part you suddenly turn looking crazy more than evil... Adaptability is made for survival, though more on the bad kinda side, farther then herd mentality, It is about fight or flight said these who makes me feel so embarrassed being a space faring pocket monster... However, these who surrender to norms are the more considered as "Asperger", the nice term... Being treated like crap in asylum and by many, faces me with it's original definition of Autistic Psychopathy coined in the 1930's of the former century... If they told me this as a kid, I would be at rage... It had to take years, and a lot of practice in based of Dianetics, honesty to agree I am an autistic psychopath, but... You see only one sum of an entire part... As you are basically a monster to everyone, it's about what you eat and what you believe in.
I care, and I can go into the level of my worst enemies just to get you in please, Do you enjoy that? As long as no children or woman where injured by a kaiju monster, then it is what was needed... I ask if you enjoy this!
In the end, we must supply for the poor! Remove suffering.... I only wanted to win clothing merch in a competition I joined to to promote Click-Team products, and give other pants and wearable in like-new condition to these in need, spare parts of my wardrobe, all black and red...
Signed as black if I purchased it myself, and red is mostly an artifact I purchase with my own money, sometimes there is a mishap, but Israel's God is merciful and he know that you cannot do it always a master-piece for... Available commodities and such... Black Guitar I bought with speculative money I can leave behind once I earned a new one in "יושר", honest hard straight labor. All others given me by budget, I mark as blue or white, National property, colors of the Israeli flag. You cannot do it necessarily, you are not me and even if you believe in "mazaloth", the zodiac, you didn't choose to become a space monster obligated for 613 commandments... You are only Jewish when you do not work on saturday, I did not do so, I perform work, I am not fun as you because I just wanted to paint this graffiti of curse words from that wall... Only on sabbath... I did not play Pokemon this day, it was not the essential, not even required... What is hell anyway? Can't I just be good for others and just care for them because it is a joy for me and because they really need it? But really? Like, they starve?
I must do so, I cannot do it alone, Save me!
Donate the local poor and needy in your nearby surroundings! =(
Translate this with Google to Japanese for extra-nishap or ask someone to translate it adding a commentary... If you desire to spice things up, but you do not... Are you enjoying doing this? As long as you know someone do not being killed or phisically hurt mostly on direct immidiate action, then I ask if you enjoy what you are doing? Dirty car you clean is the Essential, on the Maslow Pyramid of hyrarchy of needs, it is not required, but it leads to a support with the requirment level, each cash there with sum I can earn, can be future use for these in need,
"20% for the earnings cause to the victims of wars I have started". "If I am the devil, then no one else should be bothered to be"...
Worst thing you can do as an evil being, is just to be good to others... You cannot kill me however, at least you surely not do so if you did not feed all the homeless and cleaned all your streets from garbage... On earth, there is always work to do... Violence, we use a planet blaster, since this technology did not being invented yet, blasting the entire existence is so expensive process, can take generations & I have better things to do, like helping someone in need...
That's what she said, when the life itself, she is sacred... I do not understand why the poor kind of people see me as as no more than a horse and look at my eyes like I am a tamed horse, but fear the local common people... I am being such a sub-human, every creature without money in his wallet apply mostly for my case, also, might did they see a white beautiful woman or something? I am pretty decent in look, when you look in my eyes after playing a Famiclone on a really meaningful day, you might be aroused when you see how war intrigues me to supply for these left in the end of the dark oppressing... So does I enjoyed using so much bad intentions due to my love to anime, that my good intentions went weak and un-developed that I find that good intention is only left for me when is used by me to look at a fly or a beetle at the field.... I mean, it is so weak it is only served for beauty... When I fest for the last time, for I went into an orchard out of fearing a terror attack airing rocketry toward Petah Tikva, I fest for so long I could swear that the bad part in me was so good in his intention so in order for me to help others, it convinced me that I should not throw my ID away for the fear I might be caught by a police or a terror involved implant because I use it and the debit card to provide for these in need... Don't just stand there lying, said the devil in me, appearing infront of my eyes, go there and provide for these in need! Don't pollute the field with the drug commercial you collected, throw them to a dust-tray instead, so I did it immediatly and picked up the essentials I got rid of out of the fear of being caught, and went back to the city nearby at the morning after festing because I did not getting much in the orchard but some fresh grapefruit...
Things I buy colored white or blue, tend to serve me less better and does not fit for car washing... You can see every dirt or speck of dust when you work in the dumpster left by citizens did not aware seeing the cause for a potential of their actions... So I wear black, there is also work did not being done on saturday and sometimes the dust on car is so ugly I cannot being tempted but to break an ordreal... You don't like to do so if you pay for a cloth-wash for you enslave a maid to do so on her free day, even if you pay for this... Do not load on the preservation of planet earth. One less day to pollute the land with vehicles and use of electronics... So that is why we do not wear white on modern times more than when cities were small and people could celebrate together.