I don't have every old version of the game, especially from the time where I wasn't taking it very serious yet. The oldest upload is from november 2014. The game was still made in the RPG Maker VX Ace and requires that you have the VX Ace RTP (Run time package) to play the game. https://mega.nz/#!rxZx0YqA!UCT77EpsG9H4mg3kpUq74_a_TFlIMdu59cXNEk2r7ww
Most of my artists did I find on https://www.deviantart.com where people constantly post offers for commissions of all kinds.
I doubt I'd ever ask someone for financial support for a scene or something as long as I have my own income to fall back on. :D I won't stop you from donating, but don't feel obliged to do so at any point.
Scenes work better when I have the CG done. It's easier for me to make the scene since I can describe what happens in the image while looking at it, and writing the scene first means I have a very precise image of what the CG should look like which the artist often can't fullfill and that can causes unnecessary arguing. ^^"
Sometimes it's fun, at other times it's more about the fulfillment of finishing my ideas rather than joy of the process itself. But I wouldn't still be working on the game after so many years if it wouldn't make me happy in some way. :D
I don't have anything particular I do for getting back my motivation or to relax best. I just play games or listen to music and eventually I find myself getting back into the maker. XD