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I enjoy writing with you too. You seem like an intelligent and smpathetic person. :)

It appears to be the optimization part is one of the hardest things to do when you wanna “transfer“ (I forgot the word) a pc game to mobile, iOS or Android.

I watched some Blood and Lust on Youtube from the Youtuber UkeKooki. He's a fun dude. I first thaught he is Asian, but he said in his B&L video he can't speak Japanese, so he had to translate it with an engine (The game wasn't in English when he started it). His TA videos are alot of fun (I haven't watched much of his vids), because he is, kinda, shameless in a way.

(Are all Japanese Asians or are they considered to be Japanese? 🤔)

I know two more VN's you may never heard of: Oceans Blue and The Secrets. Although I think that Oceans Blue is rather a small game. Ahh and now I just remembered Guardians of ParVa'La. It isn't that long or finished at all, but it's pretty awsome so far, I suggest it. I gave it 5 stars (on my profile). It reminds me a little bit of WSSAP. There is also Let's Meet Adam or the Incubus Academy for you to check out (pc).

Technically we could follow each other so we don't miss out on our reviews. Although, I don't know if it works that way.

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Samtoinette6 years ago

A lot of people would disagree with you on the sympathetic part, but thank you haha.

Transfer works there.

Well, he could be Asian even if he doesn't speak Japanese. If you want to get technical, Indians (from India) are Asian too; India is in Asia the continent.

I'm not sure I understand the question. Yes, Japanese are Asians. As are Vietnamese, Korean, Chinese, etc. They're all Asian, and generally prefer to be called Asian than possibly the wrong type of Asian.

I have heard of The Secrets. I think that one is in my library too. So is Incubus Academy.

However I haven't heard of Ocean's Blue, Guardians of ParVa'La, or Let's Meet Adam.

Umm, it might? I see when developers I'm following add a game to their collections. Maybe you see reviews too?

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Rotun Noctis6 years ago (2 edits)

Sympathetic is a subjective question, I'd say, so to me you are.

Now, now 😁 I am not that dumb. I only didn't know if Japanese are supposed to be called Asians too, since they live their own dream on their island. 🙈 (jk)

Well I never was there so I can't judge about that statement, but I guess it's true.

Ok, well Malaysians (or how you write them) and the other mentioned nations are Asians too, so yeah.

If you have free time or are free from any other VN you can check them out then...

I know what you mean, yes I see updates too and get a message if there's one or when they bring out a new game.

Like the team who made YAGS without really finishing YAGS frist. I saw your review about it another day and agree with you. Anyhow I gave it 4 out of 5 stars because people still seem to like it... Unlike me, I played through it two times and didn't get to date Adam... He is supposed to be the difficult route. I didn't like the game style and story anyways so I passed this game. I mean the character design isn't terrible, but the story is so boring and everyday seems like the first or second one.

If you want we could try it out. I'll add you then. I see you added me too. I even thaught about it earlier, but didn't wanna come over like a creep or something, yk ^

Maybe you'll like this

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Samtoinette6 years ago

I did see a review you did right after following you, so apparently it works.

I redownloaded YAGS, but I haven't started it again-- yet.

Haha, I wouldn't think you were a creep. Clearly I don't have an issue with following someone, then again I don't care too much how others perceive me.

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Rotun Noctis6 years ago (1 edit)

I had to look up perceive 😀 It happens rarely that one *doesn't* care about how people perceive one these days and I find it's a good attidude, mostly.

And believe me or not I don't really care what people think about me either. The only reason why I never told my family that I'm gay is propably because we are a christian family. Yep, you read right. It's quite a problem.

And you can't feel the way I (we) do, but for gays to be gay is not something you have to be ashamed of (for most maybe), what you have to hide from public, what is a sin and so on. We feel normal in the most part and because most people think it's a shame to be gay we have to hide it.

It's also a reason why it's hard for me/us to have any friends... I mean I'm 19 now and you know puberty is not over yet. It's annoying and sometimes I hate my life.

I am pretty sure I am a relatively smart person who tries to be nice and helpful and who also tries to have a healthy life.

Why am I writing this for no reason? Idk it feels good. I have no fear of writing my lifestory on the internet. It's propably a little bit dramatic, but I left it behind. I am curious what people think about me, but I couldn't care less if they wouldn't like me.

Btw. I don't like the yaoi look that developers use for characters of some VN's so YAGS isn't for me anyways.

Also I don't care if my profile picture is uncool and too cute. I am a romantic person, but not in a exaggerated way, I'd say.

I hope you 'liked' reading this. It's not something I would make fun of. It's all true.

Maybe I am weird because I am so open. I don't give a f***. 🙂 (that smiley is supposed to be ironic/sarcastic)

Ah and the name Rebach is completely random. It ones came to my mind and was then used in a game...

Imagine something fucked up like this!

(That was alot, again...?!)

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Samtoinette6 years ago

Apologies, I didn't check itch all day. I spent some quality time with my guinea pigs.

I'm actually gay too. Also in a Christian family, but my parents know. Ever since my first real girlfriend when I was 22. I came out to them multiple times, but they didn't believe me until I actually dated someone.

I used to feel ashamed about my identity, but that's because my parents tried to pray the gay away. I was a big disappointment at first.

However, I can understand being apprehensive about telling the family in those circumstances. But, you're only 19. Things will get better.

I don't care because I'm also autistic. Something about it makes me not care so much about how people see me.

I don't mind the yaoi appearance, but I've definitely come to prefer the bara appearance.

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Rotun Noctis6 years ago

Don't apologize I thaught maybe I wrote too much and misjudged you, that's all. :)

Nothing wrong with guinea pigs. We had some too, they all died. All of our pets died through “paranormal circumstances“ ... This is another story for itself though^ Now we have a healthy dog (names Ultimo - Timo) who has a very bad behaviour and character. He is shy, but dominant and more...

You know your comment is actually very funny. We are more similar than you thaught (besides our gender). I am also autistic. I mean I have ADD or HDAS (or how it's called in English) and “a little bit autism“ too. You may be right that the “I don't care part“ comes from it.

I even was a victim of bullies at school back then (I left school after 11th grade after the start of the 12th grade simply because of dump people...) and after that an outsider, more or less, all the time. I had some pretty depressing days... :/

You know when having a disorder means you are different, than the rest, then I take it. I like being “not normal“, if that makes sence.

The only good thing about school was that it truly made me stronger and more confident. I was very shy, so I started building up muscles (I was more the skinny person), but not in the gym, because I hate it. First I trained at home, later with weights too, but then Calisthenics turned out to be the best idea, it feels more healthy and natural.

You are very lucky to have found a partner even if it wasn't for long and meant to be. I didn't have as much luck. I am happy for you that you came out, but I can't believe how they couldn't believe you. That's just... Idk what to say...

To have a crush on someone can be a problem, am I right ;/

I like this word apprehensive. Although I don't think it matches my feelings. It's like this: I don't think being gay is wrong and I know what is written in the bible (I didn't fully read it, but I heared stories at our “local community“ (google translator) which is like a church just more open), but if that means I have to change in that case I don't want to believe, like a Christian. Why because I still think there's something or god. (I heared so much about wonders and such that I believe in a way (not only because of that) If rescue (book epiphany, I believe) means not everyone can be saved I don't want that it's me who gets saved. Especially if it's non of the gay guys/girls. Doom me, idc!

Here another funny thing about me: My first name is even Christian, you pronounce it different though..

And yes the question after your identity is very important.

Well Bara or Yaoi? I honestly would say Yaoi is more feminine than Bara which characters are build with tons of muscles. I could be mistaken.

Btw. Have you watched the video about Adams coming out story? Something in his story is really messed up, inhumane.

I hope you have time reading through all this. I have time, apparently, until next month.

I have to apologize for my bad build sentences, but if I would think about them more it would take ages to write all of this text.

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Samtoinette6 years ago

Believe me, you're not the first person I've spoken to online who's English isn't the best. Hell, most Americans have crappy English.

I'm not a fan of watching videos on my phone, so I honestly didn't.

You're right about the difference between bara and yaoi. Yaoi is created by women for girls/women. Bara is created by men for boys/men. That's why yaoi has a more effeminate appearance to the characters (though I do love some yaoi manga).

I do believe in Jesus being God the Savior, however I don't believe he's as hateful as many Christians make him out to be. When condemning gays, they always quote the Old Testament, because there's nothing about homosexuality being wrong in the New Testament. I believe after Jesus was born on Earth, he became more compassionate. He understood better what being human was.

I mean, the entire Christian Bible was written 60 years after the events transpired, translated multiple times eventually to English, and the Catholic Church removed Books and changed Scripture to better support their own beliefs. So I take the Bible's sayings with a grain of salt.

I also like what Amy Farrah Fowler says in Big Bang Theory (the tv show), "I don't object the idea of a higher power, but I'm baffled by one that takes attendance." My own beliefs on going to church.

They just didn't want to believe I was gay. Parents get this idea in their heads about who they want their children to grow up to be, and there's this dissonance that happens when their kids grow up and become their own person. That was very obvious in my family. My mom wanted me to be a girly girl, but I never have been.

The girl I've been most interested in lately hasn't been talking to me much. She lives in England. I've been missing the hell out of her.

Let's see... I was homeschooled, so I wasn't bullied. I also wasn't diagnosed until I was 22, which was a blessing because my parents didn't treat me like an invalid. Too many parents find out about a disability and decide they should be extra careful with their kid, it's ridiculous.

My second cousin is around 8 now, has autism, and his mom has been way too lenient on him because of it.

I hope my guinea pigs don't die of paranormal circumstances... I've only had them a few weeks. They're my first rodents, but they have so much personality.

Whiskey is a pig, he eats constantly and begs for food all the time. He's also a grumpy old man... Though he's not that old, he's only like 2.

Buck is a shy sweetheart. He's starting to get used to me picking him up.

They get transferred from my room to their living room cages everyday, so they can socialize a lot.

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Rotun Noctis6 years ago (1 edit)

I write more in your language than mine, because I don't really have anyone to talk to, it's a shame since I am not a bad (boy) person in general. It's just that all the teens of our “church“ knew themselfs for a long time (No one of our family was born here) and do always stuff together. They also live closer to each other.

And yes they are more open towards people than Idk other people, but not as much as you would like to think. I guess not being open towards strangers/other people is a bad habit of us germans...

It's a curse that so many human beings are full off prejudices. Not only from one nation to another, but within a country.

I watch on my phone all the time so the Huawei Mate X folding phone or Galaxy Fold would be perfect for me. Looking on the price though I decline. Even if you aren't poor you should still know that price is ridiculous.

I like your opinion about believing. Still I am unsure if it's that easy, because there's one line in the bible where it says “god never changes“ so... I do have hope though and as I said I don't wanna change.

Are you somwhat stuck with gay VN's and stuff? Is there not enough selection for homosexuell girls...? It can't be, right? But if so terrible, very unfair and unequal in terms of equal rights! Or is love for you a general thing and you don't different the gender and sexuality?

Yeah parents are always concerned about their children. I mean they should be, but in a loving and understanding way. When I was younger I had to take medicine (pills) to control “my power“ (I love sarcasm). They made me tired and weren't good overall. Okay, they calmed me down and that's the only good thing..

(Poor 8 year old...!)

When I had an ebook I downloaded free gay books and because I used my parents email they found out. My dad then told me that he had the same kind of problem, when he was young and said that I will turn straight, when I believe, I think. I guess my dad was so devastated that his believe grew so strong that he turned straight. I have no idea how or why, but it happend.

My parents were luckily not as shocked as I thaught they would be after this “enlightenment". I then destroyed my ebook and I am since then very careful. I dont know if they still think I am gay, but I am now very good at adjusting myself, so maybe they don't.

Now to me I am, as you know, still gay (I don't know at which age my dad turned straight) and it's propably because all this treatment of my fellowmen (?) hardened my heart, kind off, if that makes any sence, sigh...

Here is our animal story in short:

So as very first pet we had a rabbit. He got professionelly butchered. Then we got guinea pigs. One died through a disease, two were killed by a fox, when they were out in the garden. We then decided to buy hamsters (G-Force is a great movie isn't it?). Mine was a “dsungarian dwarf hamster“ Some of them escaped their cages multiple times until they were gone. One died normally. Once I had a gerbil (?! A big mouse basically) which I accidently killed, when I was playing with her. She died through “lockjaw“ on her snout, I cried.

After all these rodents we finally got a “real“ pet. A dog named Teddy. He died after 2 weeks because of “stomach invagination“. We most likely got him when he was already ill. Our final pet, which we still have and who is very healthy, is our dog Ultimo (U-throw, yk?). Don't even try questioning his name. It's the best we could've chosen anyways. (Ultimo is latin)

Now you know what I meant with 'paranormal circumstances'...

(I wonder what people think when they read our life stories 😅 not that it bothers me any...)

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Samtoinette6 years ago

In my experience, it doesn't matter how long you're at a church. People are people and they'll let you down.

When I choose phones, I tend to go for cheaper. I don't need something too fancy. I tend to get the lesser known/used brands, like Blu or Motorola. They always have some glitches, but not enough to stop me from getting them.

I've heard god never changes, and I believe he doesn't *now*. However, I do think he did after being human. In the Old Testament, "fear the Lord" truly meant FEAR Him. In the New Testament, it's more like Praise Him.

Some of those Old Testament stories are nightmare inducing. He condemned Sodom and Gomorrah, but the one family he told to flee had one person look back and become a grain of salt. Another, a guy was being bullied and asked God to take care of them, so a bear came up out of the ground and ate them. Then there's Job's whole story. I like how South Park did it, "So, God kept betting that this guy would continue to praise him no matter what and tested it by taking away everything he had? That's terrible!" (Not word for word, but the gist of it).

It's... A little hard to explain. I don't like gay girl games. The only one I actually liked is called Always Sometimes Monsters, and it's more like you can choose who your partner is, so you could be anything at all.

I've always preferred reading about gay men, and I think it's because I feel like a man 80% of the time. However, I'm perfectly happy being in a woman's body (especially since getting a breast reduction from DDD to approximately a C). I've gone as far as looking into prices for sex change operations, but that was before the reduction and before I was comfortable with myself. I was still a late teen at that time, around 16.

... Why'd you destroy the ebook after they'd already seen your books?

Oooohhhhh, okay. I thought you really meant paranormal, like they were choked by an unseen force or something. (Huge paranormal fan)

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