I had to look up perceive 😀 It happens rarely that one *doesn't* care about how people perceive one these days and I find it's a good attidude, mostly.
And believe me or not I don't really care what people think about me either. The only reason why I never told my family that I'm gay is propably because we are a christian family. Yep, you read right. It's quite a problem.
And you can't feel the way I (we) do, but for gays to be gay is not something you have to be ashamed of (for most maybe), what you have to hide from public, what is a sin and so on. We feel normal in the most part and because most people think it's a shame to be gay we have to hide it.
It's also a reason why it's hard for me/us to have any friends... I mean I'm 19 now and you know puberty is not over yet. It's annoying and sometimes I hate my life.
I am pretty sure I am a relatively smart person who tries to be nice and helpful and who also tries to have a healthy life.
Why am I writing this for no reason? Idk it feels good. I have no fear of writing my lifestory on the internet. It's propably a little bit dramatic, but I left it behind. I am curious what people think about me, but I couldn't care less if they wouldn't like me.
Btw. I don't like the yaoi look that developers use for characters of some VN's so YAGS isn't for me anyways.
Also I don't care if my profile picture is uncool and too cute. I am a romantic person, but not in a exaggerated way, I'd say.
I hope you 'liked' reading this. It's not something I would make fun of. It's all true.
Maybe I am weird because I am so open. I don't give a f***. 🙂 (that smiley is supposed to be ironic/sarcastic)
Ah and the name Rebach is completely random. It ones came to my mind and was then used in a game...
Imagine something fucked up like this!
(That was alot, again...?!)