You don’t even realize why what you’ve done is wrong, and that’s sad. You’ve fed your entire creative process into a machine. There is a huge and fundamental difference between the two processes you described.
Google, stack overflow, and books… Reading something made by humans, learning from it, internalizing it, and making decisions based on your experiences. That’s an actual creative experience.
You said you “used LLMs every day and a lot.” That’s no longer your process. You simply outsourced your thinking to a machine. You asked your magic box god to help tell you what to think and what to do. A machine that was created by harvesting the blood and sweat of thousands of people who did actual work. And insatiable monster that has devoured everything into itself and regurgitates to you based on a sophisticated prediction algorithm what it thinks you need. But the process, the ethics, the morality, the environment, none of that matters because hey, it’s convenient right?
“These are still my thoughts?” No. They aren’t. And you don’t even realize it.