in a way this reaches more than what i expected and shed a light on to my current life and everything that is happening and going on around me, including the fear of talking about so much thats going on, and how i need to be more open with myself and everyone regardless  of how much they do or don't like the message i give them, talk about my past and things that have ailed me and made me into who i am today.  I love this game, and it is something i will never be able to experience again for the first time, and it really has opened up a lot in my brain.