I am interested in games and thinking, maybe I should start learning how to create games, so I can do it myself, I am very inspired by people who do games by themself, alone. So I use to learn java but for me, it's too logical, I don't have pretty much a logical or math mind, I am more into scripting creating stories, etc. How to understand for me is that mine thing or no, creating games, because for me I imagine its so much fun, I am interested mostly in indie games like prison architect, another brick in the wall, or hobo simulator, also I am keen of life simulators, and would think as a first game I would like to do something like texting game like if you know BIT LIFE its a text life simulator, I would do it better because I have so many ideas, but got no clue how to do that kind of game? Is that even hard?

SO looking forward for ur advice guys , how to understand? how to start? etc

If you want to get into programming games, then you need to be a bit more technical and logical. If that's not your thing, you could become a game designer or an artist. There are many roles to do in the game industry. If you want to make indie games, you'll probably need to take on multiple roles due to not working with a big team.

If you're interested in making games with unity : maybe start here