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Rumiel from tumblr here and even though I am impatient I also know how badly it sucks to recover from food allergy incidents(got a plethora of them myself). Rest, even my impatient ass'll deal. ;P I'm just glad you're okay, accidental allergying is terrifying.

Omfg I am so friggin' glad you guys were able to recover it! Deffo time to make the extra back-ups because losing that all was so friggin' devastating. I'm so happy for ya guys.

Understandable, webtoons're addicting. Also if you need another addiction and haven't read it already... School Bus Graveyard is so friggin' cool.

Happy late-birthday, Eeeee! I hope it went smooth and amazingly. Just get some good rest and definitely take a break to relax, catch up on what you want etc. A mix of work and breaks when you need/want them is the key to not burning out, after all. :3

Funny enough when I got on ver 1.4.4 it didn't have that issue for me any more. So it's def a weird gremlin just... taunting us all.
(Also I DMed you on DA to ask something since I didn't want any potential spoilers on here, heh.)

Just an FYI although the portrait is fine whenever it has text messages/the phone pops up the android apk has an error you have to ignore to get past and it fully skips the phone messages. At least the first 2, I've already beat the game on desktop and was just fiddling w/ it mobile when trying to get my kid to sleep so I haven't gotten to the proper ones that have choices in it.

IKR? and it doesn't even give an error code since it just yeets to the main menu. Renpy is taunting us. :P

It's autumn village and clothes washing(I did Guntur's first so explains why I had the issue). Maybe something w/ the failure image for autumn village's clothes washing is causing it? Like either a typo or image deciding to Houdini itself off.

I've been waiting this whole time(as you know, been always around lurking and hype) finished 1 route and I have no regrets the game is beautiful and feelsy and holyfrickoli.
You did wonderful, don't feel bad on it at all. You've been through hell and back, lots of IRL stuff, drama, etc and you're wonderful and so is the game. Be proud of what you accomplished even if it took ya a while. It's 100% worth it, and even big game devs with many helpers have bugs and borks. You've made an overall polished, beautiful story and it's glorious.

Yeah I've had the on and off it kicking me out(no error code etc) from the menu.
*ETA* I think it's the failure of the primary task doing it once you get a certain amount of points in it, maybe? Since when it doesn't kick back it's been only successes, but I used to have failures go through.

I'm on day 126 so far and loving it. I would've been further but alas I needed to sleep. ;w; This game's been hard to pull away from.

It's out now! Eeeeee~

Holy frick the scream I had to hold in because it's nto even 6 AM and I just saw. YAYYYY!

The last few updates were basically nothingburgers, too so I am a bit worried. I really do hope it gets finished though I've been super looking forward to this game.

It's definitely flu season and it sucks but headaches, diarrhea, puking, and the coughing/sore throat can all be flu symptoms.
Which I know because my 8 yo got the whole family here sick, too. x-x Fun times.

Eee thank you so much! I almost did it today but figured I should ask first, and that since tomorrow is the first of December it'd fit better, anyway. :3
And yeah doing voices is throat intensive but definitely fun. I've definitely got more of my friends in to different otome they'd never known of from it than otherwise and it's friggin' great to have more peeps to AAAAH over stuff with. Even if I have a softer spot for the yanderes than most of them do.

I like to do like narrated playthroughs of otome games, and since I've already played/it wouldn't be a blind run, although it'd have chat input and me doing voices, I figured since it might toe the line, it'd be best to ask you if that'd still be okay to do?

In Vegas it's still been hot and icky, though at night the temps're at least starting to dip down, day time it's still been reaching in to the mid 80sF (like today legit is reaching 85F, AKA 29C). Which is down from the in the 100s it was a couple months ago at most, but still!
I don't like the heat. T3T

I love it! Your short story yandere games're all great. But just so you know if you side w/ Cassandra, in the next choice of saying his name or refusing, the options're flipped and do the opposite of the choice. It's fine on the siding w/ Damien path though.

The vndb mentions "AI-Generated Graphics" and if it's not a false tag, would you mind me asking which parts'd be so?

I'd had covid right when family was supposed to visit and see my kids and I, getting them sick so.. whoops? xD But doin' a bit better now.

So glad everything is going better and you got your monies at least. Stay safe and don't work yourself in to the ground, okay? :3

Your work is always amazing, Esh. We love being able to partake in the wonderful world and people you've created. >:D

No need to apologize! Stuff happens and your stuff is great. :D Just figured you might wanna know. ^^ But legit thank you for these games they've been absolutely wonderful.

It and the Please don't hate Christmas games're both great, but just an FYI when I loaded this up the first page of saves have my saves from PDHC there.

Congrats on stuff going more smoothly and the overall successful upgrade of renpy! I can see why that'd be a big heccin' fear.
Also make sure to keep up on your own fluids and health 'cause you're important, too! :D
I'm so excited for when the game's done and I can get it and gush about it to everyone and get my friends addicted, too. >:D

But.. we do have a more feminine face? There's a more angular and a softer one.
I'm biologically female and it's def more feminine than my face. ;n;

Congrats on the finishing it up and it's also okay to be mentally exhausted, you've had a stressful couple of years and stuff is AAAAAH. Grieving also comes in waves and mental stress def can make stuff go blank. Just know you're important and be gentle to yourself, it's okay that stuff got overwhelming.

Awwwh I am so, so sorry for your and your family's loss. Take your time and grieve as much as you need, losing a pet always hurts.*hugs if you want them*

Sad it's now been radio silence for so long. :c

So friggin' excited and even fi stuff is hectic and AAAAH! I'm glad you're doing so well and that life is marching on for ya, you deserve to feel fulfilled and be happy, and it's been great to see your updates on everything.

Take your time, we'll all be here, lurking, waiting. xD
We're patient though and I know I'd much rather you have a game you're happy with vs try to rush it out for us. ^^

Congrats on helping with the concept art! I'll def be following that's development, too! :D
I'm so excited this is getting closer and closer. Excited for so so much with it. <3

I will say if the sadness/grief comes in waves, that's okay, it happens. I was in an abusive relationship even when I was isolated, he took over my money/ruined my job prospects, and even got physical and even knowing I was in a better safer place once I got away, every once in a while a wave of grief'd just wash over everything, and my brain would do the whole "But what about ____? It was nice then."
If it happens, it's okay but don't fall for your brains evil lies/trying to gloss over the bad times, too.
Def focus on yourself and your health though. Because legit, you are important and deserving of being comfy and happy. :< *hugs* Stay safe and be kind and gentle to yourself.

Of course, feel free to follow/stalk it etc. I mean what's a lil stalking each other's pages between friends? xD
Sorry stuff' gone so rough but I hope it only goes on an upswing from here, because eugh, I know the feel so hard of thinking someone you love is how they are, but then it turns out to be just their public persona/mask. 
And I still agree on the both sides need to compromise. If only one side bends, there's only so far to bed before you break, y'know? :<

Of course, I'm sometimes to brain stressed/potato blob to think of responses, but I try to always read your updates.
Also, as someone who's been in a toxic and starting off emotionally abusive relationship(it didn't get physical til after I had m y kid) I don't wish that on anyone, and it sucks how they can make us internalize it and think the weight should be all on us when  no, relationships are mutual and both sides need to be willing to do some lifting to make them work. If one side's carrying it all it just makes you hurt and collapse, in one way or another. :<

I read your response on my comment and hon, it's okay YOU are not a disappointment, your mom isn't disappointed wit you. If anything she's probably upset on your behalf in general/upset at his family.
You didn't do wrong, you loved the wrong person, and it can happen. I know how that goes with my first son's dad, down to living with family/him having no drive on it, except in his case it was his grandparent's and he was intentionally sowing discord between us because he was trying to sever any ties I had with anyone/making me extra trapped.

I will say when it comes to him, though remember this... When someone shows you who they are, and what their priorities are, believe them. Especially if this seemed more like a flipped switch after marriage. Some guys put on an extra show and only once they feel you're stuck/trapped(even if they don't realize/do it actively) start to show their worst sides because they feel "Well she made her choice and is stuck with it" kinda things.
Thankfully it's also better when the masks slides earlier, because although it's harder when married, once kids're involved it can be so much harder. x-x 
But also seriously, YOU ARE SO NOT A DISAPPOINTMENT! You're caring, forward thinking, and were actually well meaning and went in to the relationship with good faith. You matter, your family cares for you, and even if it can be stressful, it definitely seems like your mom really cares for you

Also, we're all here for you, and I'm here, on twitter as Seraiden3, etc and if you ever want to talk, get stuff on your chest etc? Legit feel free to message me, it's no burden, and I sleep somewhat odd times anyway so if I'm up I'll respond. :D

I'm sorry he's being a stubborn jerk and no, you didn't make the wrong choice you did the best with the information you were given.
If he hid himself and parts of who he is/how he acted that is on him, not you.
I will say either nip it in the bud and set your foot down now or it does get worse. People coddled by their parents wont change unless they want to, and if it's too comfortable for him.. welp he might be a lost cause.
Sadly the keeping your distance and giving strict boundaries is all you can overall do, and hopefully he'll realize how badly he screwed up. The will to change and keep change has to be from him/inside him though, alas.

It's also part of why my mom and one of her exes broke up, he was so complacent just living in his parents' place because "Well I make some money and when they die the house is going to me anyway, so why should I move out?" among other reasons.

Def do your best to protect you and don't get swept up in it all, we all care for and are rooting for you and you deserve to be treated wonderfully, not minimized and ignored.

Also if he keeps up the "it's unimportant" bits... try treating something you don't care for but he does the same way and turn it around on him and be all "And this is what you were doing to me this whole time. It ends now or something else ends." kinda things. ;w;

You use one of the rapid nose swabs on the back of the throat instead, for one of the covid varieties it shows up better in the throat than the nose. I'd tested my hubs(who'd brought it back) and it was pos, and then my eldest got sick and his test was neg, my mom mentioned the thing so I used a 2nd but on his throat and BAM. Also positive.

I'm sorry you've not finished it yet, but Digimon Survive's been my lifeblood since it's release. ;w; So good and I hope you'll get more time to play it soon, and rest when you can.