I will say if the sadness/grief comes in waves, that's okay, it happens. I was in an abusive relationship even when I was isolated, he took over my money/ruined my job prospects, and even got physical and even knowing I was in a better safer place once I got away, every once in a while a wave of grief'd just wash over everything, and my brain would do the whole "But what about ____? It was nice then."
If it happens, it's okay but don't fall for your brains evil lies/trying to gloss over the bad times, too.
Def focus on yourself and your health though. Because legit, you are important and deserving of being comfy and happy. :< *hugs* Stay safe and be kind and gentle to yourself.
*hugs* Thank you for sharing your story with me, Seraiden!
True, the memories lingers and like you said, it's okay. We all got our ups and downs, this one is just one of them--albeit bigger x') We fall but we will find reasons to stand up again. It hurts but I believe the scar will make us stronger!
My mom told me not to cry, we need to be strong to face the world. This is life. While it's beautiful, it's also sometimes cruel and unfair. Do not show your weakness because it will give people a reason to look down on you.
And yes! All of are unique individuals and everyone have their own stories to tell, but we're equally deserving to be happy, so yeah, let's find our happiness, Seraiden! :'D