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No way! I was so sure you wrote something like Paradise PD is better? Yes, I know it can mean you like it too, but still??

I only watched the summary on the Netflix Youtube Channel.


You are right on that and I want to make up my mind. Do you remember how I told you I met two gays on youtube. It was a girl and a boy. And because the boy (Corvius) and me met again on another video we decided to write on Discord (but now WhatsApp) especially about movies. He is such a movie freak more than you and me! 😅 And, just like you, he loves horror. Because he is constantly talking about that genre I decided to watch more of it. I only got to watch Happy Death Day so far, which is not scary, but good fun, so I will watch his suggestion 'It Follows' next. First I was thinking HDD is gonna be a thrilling movie. I soon realizied I was on edge for nothing. 😜 Shaun of the Dead is also on my watchlist. (Yep another comedy *eye roll from your side*)

I am often disapponted by the bad reviews on IMDb. Some movies don't deserve all this negative criticism


YES!! You like him! Blaidd Llwyd, the youtuber, was very unhappy or rather upset about Ty's behaviour. I really did not understand why.

I know right? Characters like him are so relatable and they happen to be here in real life pretty often. Sometimes kids who are being bullied by their parents or siblings or whoever become bullies themselves. So you don't have to like wjat he is doing, but trying to be understanding would not break your crown.

And PLEASE tell me if you found out the 3rd password. 🙏 I'm begging you! I need to see how the good ending turns out and Benson alive.

By now you must have realized there's only 8 days.


It makes sense that Sho and Juu get to have sex first, but yeah we already talked about this...

I am sure Keisuke, who is kinda like Ty but different and Jun are awsome candidates too. I just couldn't stand it, it would break my heart seeing how Sho reacts to one of them together with Juu. Even though Sho is by far not as interesting, in case of his characteristics, as for example our Ty I still love him. ❣️I still remember how he said he loved Juu for years, but was too scared to say anything. It's so adorably! 🥰

Well onward


I wouldn't say demisexual exactly. I know I am gay, but there can be interesting women, who I like more than some men in stories.


I am afraid I have to disappoint you. Neither Adastra or EA were found in my calendar the last days/weeks. I am on playing Adastra and will write sooner next time, if you write back in the next few days. Was the EA update any good? The almost stagnating story is not so appealing.

Nice, good to see Human Cargo is getting some love.
I had no idea you were playing Human Cargo... I once mentioned it, but I think you never picked up on it.

My bad, the Killigan team is taking it's sweet time then like the Morenatsu fan team. What doesn't have to mean it's worse than other VN's.

Still waiting for another Morenatsu patch. I want to be able to write a proper review about everything new. So far there hasn't changed much, only some backgrounds and new events in between. The story itself is not going anywhere yet.


Oh, makes sense. I don't want to bother you with details then. ;) Tell me if you got spare time and I will write more about it, if you want.

Btw. have you seen Happy Death Day? I, again, quite liked it.

(There was a bug, that's why there are these “edits“)

I think I said I liked Paradise PD better than something else, but yes I like Disenchanted too.


I've seen Shaun of the Dead many many times. It's mom's favorite 'horror' film, meanwhile mine in the comedy-horror genre is Tucker and Dale vs Evil. Highly recommend that movie if it's still on Netflix. Liked it so much I bought a copy... Actually more like 3 copies. 

I don't like It Follows, personally. It's just too slow moving and not REALLY scary. 

Haven't seen Happy Death Day I don't think....that or it wasn't memorable for me.


Ty is the "bad boy" type which I fall for like crazy in VNs. That and the strong, silent types with abrasive attitudes like Vincent in Blackgate, or Keisuke in Tennis Ace... Darius counts as the "bad boy" type like Ty. <3

I've played what's available of every route of Password. Ty's still my #1 favorite, with Orlando a close second.

The third password is "betrayal". It's repeated over and over on Benson's bad end. I got the hint when the author (Grizz, is it?) commented to pay attention to Benson's bad end. I like that the passwords aren't as obvious now. You really have to pay attention to find them.


Sho doesn't show too much emotion when MC is dating someone else. I think he just asks "of all people, why him" when you're hanging with Keisuke constantly, though I could be getting it mixed up with Spencer's words when "dating" Darius.

He literally JUST found out the MC likes Jun... I admit the scene is cruel. I can imagine being in Sho's shoes. You're in love with your best friend and think they're straight, come to find out they're falling in love with another male friend of yours and you have to pretend it doesn't bother you. I say it's cruel because the MC doesn't realize how he's affecting Sho. It's still my favorite route. I love Jun so much!


I've been sexually attracted to men when I like their personalities. I just figured you had a similar orientation.


In the case of EA, it wasn't bad. I mean, you know Spencer isn't my favorite, but it was pretty good.

I needed my Darius fix so I payed $3 for the new Darius and Chester updates on Patreon. Haven't played Chester's yet. 

I really like Human Cargo, but I'm anxiously waiting for Doc's route. Kol and Razix  are my favorites so far.

I don't mind Killigan's Treasure taking a while. Can't rush perfection, and the previous demo was already sooo good. I can wait for the next one with the improvements.

Yeah, I haven't played Homecoming in a while because Shin's route isn't finished. It makes sense it takes a while though. That's a lot of characters and about a month per character, plus they're mostly rewriting the script. 


Nah, go ahead and share some details. 

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I had to say alot more than I thought, have fun. :)


Disenchantment actually. I watched the last episode ealier that day and because there's a cliffhanger it's most likely that we'll get another season.


I know you hardcore horror fan girls and boys are not counting horror comedies as real horror. My bad for bringing it up. 😜

Hmm, if I type in Tucker and Dale vs Evil only Hot Fuzz (awsome movie from the creators of Shaun of the Dead) and Scary Movie 2 are showing up. I will keep the movie in mind, thanks. :) IMDb is telling me it is available on Amazon Prime, thanks, I guess..

I figured It Follows might not be so thrilling after all. Maybe Corvius is going light on me. (That's how you say it?) He also recommended something called Ich seh, ich seh (Goodnight Mommy). Apparantly it's an Austrian horror movie. The trailer wasn't exciting at all so I won't watch it.

The concept of Happy Death Day that she has to relive the same day over and over again (and die over and over again) to find out who is gonna murder her really good and it creates a nice atmosphere too.


Ty's attidude and behavior on day 8, after betrayal, is far too adorable to not like it. Thanks for telling me by the way. I really appreciate it. I understood Grizz' hint, he gave me, wrong. I paid attention and played through every scene several times. Well maybe I'm better of next time, hopefully. Unless I'm not there's at least you and you have to help me! 🤭🙃

Bad boys are basically always my first choice. How these characters open themselves, let lose and are just really caring at the end... They can be more 'loyal' too, than let's say... I don't know... A little uncertain I am about how Tyson is a baby sitter for Robert (in my case). You can't deny he is one, yes? (,yes is stolen from The Dark Crystal^^ from Chamberlain is his name I think. He says it very often)

Strong and silent is Sal for you. I quite like him too. He's definetly a good, big guy with heart. Orlando is also a nice catch. I like how he is always kind and caring. When he is in the hospital, after the accidental shot, he tries to be positive about everything and jokes around. But it doesn't really make sense how he falls for the MC, if he does, because his heart is already sold, right? I hope he gets his Sal on every other route... They would be a good couple.


I'm pretty much over Sho.. Ty has my full attention now and propably one from “Werewolves“ (later more about it). Still a poor Shoichi.

The pig, Roswell, could be like Jun, then he would be a sweetheart, but how he is now I don't see it happening. It's really sad seeing he can't get over what Ty did in the past, can't forgive him. At least for now he can't. Now that I understand Ty a little better he has even more grown onto my heart. (Oh boy! I hope my English phrasing is not getting out of ✋I guess it's rather german though)

It's hard not to love Jun and his personality, I admit. The only downside is he is not the sporty type of person and I love sports.


Nah, not really. It propably has something to do with growing up with two sisters. 😌 Or it's partly the reason, who knows really?


Was Razix the demon man aka Devilman? Jokes on you haha.


To be honest I haven't taken a good/long look into KGT. Characters beside animal characters monsters, demons aren't really catching my attention. Kol from Human Cargo did, surprisingly enough, unlike the human. I like characters who think they are not good enough or too dangerous to be around for the MC. They make an interesting story line.


I feel like Morenatsu is becoming something great, something to admire. For example the one new shrine (or something) background is so good! Other than that they're not completely rewriting the script. I assume they want to add stuff rather than remove stuff, from the original build and so far it's a success. The game within the game is a very long scene, but it's pretty interesting. Maybe I should tell the team they should hide things in it, like easter eggs? It's the best I can come up with for now really...


I just finished Akame ga kill and what can I say my opinion about it is hard to place, hard to phrase. On IMDb the opinion is very devided. Some think it's a masterpiece others hate it for good reasons. And even though there are some pretty amazing moments there is so much that is letting the show down. In the end I don't know what to think about it. I almost hate the story and the characters didn't get to me at all, especially with Akame being the main character. Just no, it doesn't work if it's because of her sister only! Maybe there weren't any “amazing moments“ after all? I dunno, maybe you can decide what to make off of it, if you watch it that is. I guess you could say the animations are cheating. The anime is from 2018.


I'm sorry, what did I want to tell you about more? Was it Wayhaven? Okay well I started another game just like it (Werewolves), but more about it later.

So in Wayhaven you are a female/male/nonbinary detective who solves boring cases on a daily bases in a small town or village named Wayhaven. Suddenly a murder series happens and it's a strange one. From that moment on you have to work with a team, your “secret agent supervisor mom“ sents your way, together. These guys, there are most likely women on the lesbian route, happen to be vampires, but you don't know it. The story is awsome, the characters are great and everything's fabulous. You have to make many more, harder decissions than in VN's.

BUT now onto the next game “Werewolves“. I like it more than Wayhaven already and I just attempted my first choices. In Werewolves you are a young, yes, werewolve who lives in destroyed buildings, I think, in a by humans supervised zone, together with your friends and pack. I don't know much more so far, but there's even achievements and 15 hidden onse you can get throughout the game. Overall it seems more advanced than Wayhaven, but you should play that anyhow if you like vampires. One more thing in Werewolve there's an achievment “become the packs leader“, so that's awsome! (About 230,000 words)

Werewolves has a stats-system too and was made by the same developers.

Ah and in both games you may be doomed if you make a very wrong decission, because there's no option to go back to a recent choice or to save the game, unless you restart the game.


This is the best comic I found on the internet, besides a small one on myreadingmanga. It is pretty long and still worked on. Sadly I don't know where to find the first volume, but the creator (Jackaloo) can be found on Patreon. I read it without reading the first volume and it works. The comic is in full color, which is kinda rare.

https://u18chan.com/gc/topic/1437659


I hope you gained some knowledge. ;)

Hooooly fuuuuuck that comic is goooood. 


Yeah, horror-comedy counts as its own genre I think. Real horror is supposed to be scary or suspenseful. There's nothing wrong with them being funny though. I've watched several of the Scary Movie series, though they have some moments where they go too far.


Well since he switched to being subtle, just try to notice words that are being repeated constantly. I had to play through Benson's death a few times too, but suddenly it just clicked.

Funny to see you say you like bad boys when you choose the best friend in most games. 

Yeah, Sal's reaction when you curl up with him after saving Benson is awesome. He pulls you on top of his stomach and you both drift off to sleep like that.

I think in the case of Orlando falling for the MC, he just comes to terms with Sal seeing him as nothing but a brother. I want to see their relationship develop slowly because Orlando shouldn't treat the MC as a rebound boyfriend or anything. You can love more than one person in your life. God knows I have.

Roswell pisses me off so much. He'd be an amazing character if he wasn't so stubborn about holding grudges. He even treats the MC poorly just for being friends with their old bully. It's bullshit.


I never thought you'd say you were over Sho. Glad to see you branching out on things you like though.

As far as not liking a character because they aren't sporty, you realize the character would still probably show up at games and stuff right? Jun goes to the sports matches even though he can't play. He's still there to cheer his friends on. Iwas the same way. I was head over heels for a girl in high school. She was sporty, outdoorsy and active while I never have been. I still hung out with her. I'd even go on walks with her around the neighborhood or at the park. I can't even count how many times we walked from my house to the convenience store to the park and then walk back home after we played at the park. Anyway, my point is that you shouldn't write off a character (or person) because they don't have the same interests you do. 

If you really want to get into that conversation I can easily point out that the only active characters in Extracurricular Activities are Spence and Darius... In fact, Darius is more active than Spencer.


Kinda doubt I'll be trying any animes any time soon. I'm in a gaming mood right now. I'm working on modding Skyrim Special Edition again... And waiting impatiently for Story of Seasons to release the remake of my favorite Harvest Moon game ever, Friends of Mineral Town... I figured I'd never get a Switch and then they come up with that. Damn Nintendo, they suckered me in again!

Finally I get to answer you! I was busy and tired the whole week... I hope my next reply doesn't


I am sooooo glad you like it. 😊 There aren't many comics that are equally good and not just focused on getting the characters together to have them have sex. If you finished it tell me how you feel about the ending. I think it was incredibly good. I don't wanna say why, that would involve spoilers. ;)

I feel bad for Chelsea, but after reading the comment section I understand it better. The comment section justifies, clarifies and attentuates Cooper's actions a bit.


Ehm not own genre, but maybe a sub tier? The first scary movie was enjoyable and even the second one, which  happend in the mansion, was not bad. I thought there is three movies, not sure though.


The possibility of me being impatient is pretty high. Are you not beaming for seeing how their relationships develop furthermore, too? Okay that is a weird sentence, hope you don't mind. 😌

It clicked for me, when I read the word peacekeeper. Yeah... admittedly it wasn't so hard to figure out the second password.

Glad you gave in telling me what to do next and saying the 3rd password out loud. Waiting was hard knowing others already figured out which password unlocks the newest good ending. I know I will never be over Ty like I am with Shoichi. He is much more lively.

Subtle is by the way a suiting word to describe what Password has going for it. I wonder where it is going. There are so many possible, different ways...

To Orlando's situation: A song I really, really like and think it works well enough.


🎶 god knows I've tried... 🎶

(Shinedown is just perfect in case of my music taste)

Roswell is... an ass, but he will change his opinion. I like the discussion he and the MC had. Although I agree it IS stupid how little he cares about his friendship with Bruno (my characters name I think). Or did he apologise to the MC in the end? What I know is he is still not over it.


I almost forgot

Well best friends often happen to be the devious “bad boys“. Shoichi does it show, with his alpha role and Spencer too. Tyson obviously is somewhat an anti hero. Hyper from Wolfstar Sins and Paradise is not exactly innocent. In Morenatsu Torahiko is the best friend.

Have you finally picked up on WSSAP (Wolfstar Sins and Paradise)? You may not like bara much, but the story is something different entirely and so far I'm not disappointed. The creator calls himself Wolfstar.

Answering this chapter will be tough...

In real life I so wish I had someone to do sports with/to train with. It doesn't need to be “bodybuilding“. I am a natural who likes being outdoors and outside exploring in my free time, just not always alone. Now imagine my personality in any visual novel main character. See? I am not someone who needs hundreds of friends or has to be in a group of people, on the dance floor, in a disco. I am used to being alone with my thoughts and I like spending time with having only one other person to talk to. My profile picture is the “Lone Wolf“, a stray who doesn't like being bound to the human realm,  order and civilization. If I could be something unusual I would choose to. Ordinariness is an expression of being boring and inflexible. If it sounds like I don't like being around 'academic people' apologies. It's not like that and hanging out with different kinds of people can be fun too. Doing sports with another person is good. Talking about everything you can with an understanding person (such as you are:) is more important.

What you propably won't believe is I want to become a programmer. Not sure if I can reach that goal, but the least thing I can do is try.


Normaly I can be (pretty) patient (in realy life), but when it comes to this sort of stuff... Let's say when I fall for a character I fall for good. 😬


I know you stepped back from VN's, but...

I extended my VN list on the shelf of my phone. If you want you can ask me any time and I will send a screenshot. UkeKooki comes up with new VN's every week or so, so he's a great source, if you're eager for more.


How many games are you actively playing currently? I started playing PWM (Perfect World Mobile) a couple days ago and am now in a very active german guild. I am not sure if I want it that way though. Although the story line is immersive there's not much else to do besides fighting. You can play as an archer, mage, cleric or tank (beastsoul). Guess which class I chose. 😄🐯 (Tanks are humanoid tigers that can transform into tigers) You can be a stray, but then you miss out on all the guild exclusive stuff...

The game is basically another MMO game out there. First I was hyped now I don't know. The server, from the guild I am in, is a so called 'hot' server with pretty much only players that are are higher tier. And I'm only 61, so PvP is impossible... Reaching lvl 40 is possible in one or two days if you skip through the dialogues fast.

I don't know the game you are talking about.


One more thing: Corvius told me he draws the line when it comes to the really disgusting horror movies like A Serbian Film and The Human Centipede 2. What he told me about these two movies is truly comptemptuous, evil and inhuman.


If something sounds like it came from a beat mind it's because it is. I am still tired.

I think I read the whole thing on the page... The ending was realistic if I remember correctly.


There's 5 Scary Movies. 


🎶Call me a sinner, call me a saint

Tell me it's over, I'll still love you the same

Call me your favorite, call me the worst

Tell me it's over I don't want you to hurt

It's all that I can say, so I'll be on my way.🎶


Ah yes, I've quoted that song many times in my life, especially when dealing with a particular ex boyfriend.

Anyway, from playing Sal's route, I think the song fits him more than Orlando, though the "God knows I've tried" part certainly works for him.

If you meet the 'wrong' person to find the library then you meet up with Roswell and he does apologize. Even on his own route. 

I like to go back and check where other decisions will take my character after successfully getting to the "to be continued" on every route. 

Ty's route is amazing if you choose to join him, Sal, and Dean at the pool on Day 8 instead of hanging out with Hoss and Orlando. 


I was modding Skyrim recently and realized I have odd tastes....

In real life I prefer women, virtually I prefer buff men with a healthy amount of body hair. I'd be a sucker if I met a guy like Tyson. Works out constantly, has enough fat he'd be cuddly, and has that bad boy thing going on. 

Anyway, I don't see Spencer or Shoichi as being bad boys. They're both too responsible to be bad boys. Torahiko either, he's just a happy prankster.

I can't deny Hyper or Tyson are though.

I picked up WSSAP months ago. Bara is my favorite genre of VN.


Ah geez... When I had friends around I was active... I hate doing things alone so I've been inactive for like 12 years now. I miss riding my bike and camping and walking places... I used to play sports. Not competitively, but I enjoyed playing with the neighbor kids. They're all gone now.

I'm surprised you want to be a programmer, but that's cool. There's an app called SoloLearn that teaches several different programming languages in a simple way. There's also Code.org but I don't know if it'll work on a phone.


Aside from catching up on EA, WSSAP, Password, and Uncommon Breed, I've just been playing Diggy's Adventure and Epic Seven. On the computer I've been working on learning scripting and the Creation Kit for Skyrim. 


Harvest Moon is a relaxing farming series, like Stardew Valley if you've heard of it.

There was some issue with the company in America and they split. The best developers were rebranded under the name Story of Seasons, while the sub-par ones kept the Copyrights of Harvest Moon.


... I never watched Human Centipede 2, because unfortunately I watched the first Human Centipede... Seriously gross. I try not to think about it.

Another that's inhumane is Tusk. I like the movie, but it's enough to make me unsettled and feel uncomfortable to the point of being nauseated. 

Hi! :)

I'm tired again, can't help it. I was ill this weekend, but now I feel better. I wish I would've been able to write earlier.


Some people wondered if Cooper and Andy (?) will be together, because the relationships were so catastrophic. That's why I am so sure what we got, as an ending for now, is pretty fantastic. Let me correct this... What I mean is people weren't always sure they will be together, so how they finally got together (and stayed together) is realistic enough, in my eyes.


I realized how this song Call Me is relatively known, but the other songs from them aren't. Then I guess you don't connect the best events with that song. Well, you can call yourself worldly or rather experienced or well educated, something like this. I am not joking. I have no experience with an x or multiple x ... 


Oh uhh I wasn't able to finish Sal's route. It's something I will keep in mind for sure though. Now that I was out cold, for even a few days only, I have to catch up few things here and there.

Tyson's 8th day, yes I know you don't have to tell me everything. I of course played at least his happy end.

I think I only met the wrong guys anyway on my hunt.

Are the wrong path decissions so... adventurous?

There's alot I still want to read and I hope I have time for everything, sigh.


Ahahaha were you modeling a humanoid male with female genitals or the opposite around? :P You totally remind me of Devilman Crybaby again... There is something like this.

(The music from that anime is good!)


I was watching my least favorite movie with Corvius, who didn't know it, on saturdays. The movie was propably mentioned by me, maybe not, it's called Casualties of War and has to be the most realisic and insane anti-war-film today. It is based on true events and takes place in the Vietnam-War.

You seem to be emotional over something if you connect to it, like Ty's death. So, should you watch this movie try not to feel anything, yeeaaaah.. I had tears in my eyes even the second time watching. 😩

Corvius gave the movie a good 9/10 and he is very critical in rating movies/series.


Is Skyrim really such an awsome game? I realized PWM (Perfect World Mobile) is just another boring MMO game with excelent graphics and a boring long story. You have to be in a guild and dedicate at least 4 hours a day into this game or any number like this. Well, first I was like “wow this game is soo awsome I can play as a beastsoul wohoo!!“ then “oh cool another quest on a random place you find automatically, sure let me talk to more people from different races and finally win a fight against some weird monstrosities or bad people or die and respawn then do it again“)

No Thanks!

(The beastmen though... They would be PERFECT in a visual novel. They're really 🔥)


Ha good I could think of one more bad-guy-best-friend. Echo's dog “who knows what his name is“ isn't fully in the clear either if you ask me. Right... Leo.

There are others too, I am sure.


I like bara alot too, but I can still appreciate Tennis Ace's or Password's cgi's, because they're are very much likeable.

Although after comparing some of these sprites with EA's sprites I have to say EA's are not looking all that impressiv now. (Spencers only) The sex scenes are fully flashed out, especially the shower scene, but what in the world happend to their faces??? The expressions are really just so wrong! And what is with the missing backgrounds everywhere...? WolfBite Interactive earns so much money, more than they deserve honestly and other visual novel creators are doing a much better job with the story, character expressions and more!

I am not sure if your fangirling with EA will ever stop though. 😈

Okay where was I? You like women in real life, big men with hair in virtual reality? (^^) That's cool, it opens up more options and you are definetly more at ease with both genders I suppose. You remind me a bit of Princess Bean, for no particular reason ... 😅


I don't really hate doing things on my own as long as I know there are still people around. (If) What you're talking about sounds like a marvelous childhood. You make me yearn for the old or entirely new days, don't do that. 😓 I want to head to a better future now...

What? Why are you learning how to program?? You propably even started with it before me! Hmm, which language, of the main ones, did you choose? I have to learn Python for what I'm going to do shortly. I plan on learning C, C# and more also. I hope to become such a fantastic programmer like the main protagonist of The Bruns_LLC book series. I know it's a big goal and I hope I will reach it. (A shapeshifter series I once talked about)

(I know SoloLearn, the other one not sure)

Is this creation pack for Skyrim a mod or are you creating brand new characters?


Tell me more about Harvest Moon if you think it's that good. I don't want to search for it right now.


Corvius wants to see The Human Centipede 1 later down the line. Should I prevent it from happening? It does sound truly horrible to me. Though more gross is thinking about humans who would actually do that.. for fun......

Tusk? The translation doesn't really reveal anything. Do you wanna tell me some 'harmless' things?


Before I forget: Stormsinger Studios published a new VN and they finally got a Patreon account (or whatever you call it). It is very new and is called Santa Lucia. From the pictures I can already tell it looks very nice. I played a couple minutes, but haven't had more time. The game entrance is “interesting“ everything after that is left for you to check out.


Whatever, this has to be enough now. Currently the clock reads 02:17, soo good bye for now and have a great week or sunday first I suppose.


PS: apropo nausea that's what I had amongst other things. ;/

PPS: still not finished with Adastra sry.

I've listened to quite a few of Shinedown's songs. I have to be in the mood for them because it's like mellow rock music, but I do get into the mood at times.


Choosing the 'wrong' person isn't necessarily adventurous, but it's kinda cool to see them in their element.

Dean asks if he has to be jealous of you and Ty. When he asked that, out loud I was like "yes." 

Other than him, nothing really exciting happens. 

Hoss' route is surprisingly sweet though.


Uhh... Well, I certainly don't have an aversion to futanari (chicks with dicks), but it's not my favorite... I can't completely reconcile what I desire sometimes. In a way, my heart wants my best friend but we broke up years ago due to my own stupidity. We still discuss it sometimes too. Kinda pisses me off because I keep trying to move on but I honestly just love him so much. 

I don't actually like war films. The only one I can think of that I liked was Dear John and that was a romantic drama.


Skyrim is really good. Honestly it's best on PC because that's where the majority of mods are. The consoles are too limited to have some of the really good ones (Such as Schlongs of Skyrim or OSA/OSex). Some people hyper sexualize their games, but I just like it for the added realism. Oh! You should watch some of Gopher's playthrough! He's so immersed in playing that he 'becomes' his character. He plays with mods, but he tries to keep it as close to vanilla (modless) as possible. This will show you what the game is like. He plays a thief in this playthrough and he chose to stray from the main quest line.


Obviously I like Password and Tennis Ace too. 

I always try to give them the benefit of the doubt. They probably have a full job to do and making VN as a hobby. Bane's the only one I think is overpaid for what they do. Kiss Blackgate goodbye because it just seems to be losing steam fast. 


Err... Mostly it's for my schoolwork. My future career will be in computers and it's mandatory to take a programming class for my certificate.

I'm focusing on Python because that's what Skyrim uses. C and C# are like the building blocks of more popular scripting programs. They're like the Latin of the computer world.

Creation Kit is a program released by the developers of Skyrim. Honestly the devs (Bethesda, Beth for short) are on the lazy side and I think they release it so modders can flesh out their game more. 

For instance, the intro to Skyrim you're riding in a carriage (I won't say why), but the rest of the game the carriages act like fast travel points. Pay the driver (only for the main cities), climb in back, and the screen goes black to a loading screen and you show up near the carriage of the place you paid to go.

Modders made mods that either add carriages to the other smaller towns that act as fast travel points, or (what I use) an entire mod that gives you the experience of riding through the country in a carriage.

There's also a mod that enables a lot of vanilla aspects that Beth didn't bother to finish, called Cutting Room Floor. 

There's ones for more followers (otherwise you can only have 2, one humanoid and one pet), improvements on vanilla followers, changing the AI to make them feel like real people... There's also some really silly ones, such as a trumpet sound for skeleton's footsteps or cursing crabs. 

I use 5 silly mods. 3 that kill NPCs for repeating certain lines that are said constantly (Condescending: "...Someone stole your sweetroll?", Condescending;shortened: "Have you been to [rich town]? What am I saying, of course not.", Sincere but overused: "...I took an arrow to the knee.") And two that change the loading screens to say hilarious stuff by a madman in the game.

The Creation Kit (CK) is a bit buggy, but you can make a lot of things with it. Change/add voices, change outfits, adjust who can die or not, make quests and/or followers, make player homes, fix up vanilla things to look better (NPCs, homes, weather, etc). 

Beth releases a CK with most of their games, but their last good game was Skyrim, which was originally 32-bit, released in 2011. The 64-bit version, Skyrim Special Edition (SSE), is less buggy and was released in 2016.

They also do a post-apocalyptic game you may have heard of called Fallout. 

Fallout 4 was boring and nothing like its predecessors, showing how little they really care anymore. Fallout 3 and New Vegas were sooo much better. They also have Fallout Shelter which is a mobile game. I've barely played it.

They tried their hand at MMO games and failed spectacularly. Stay away from ESO (Elder Scrolls Online) and Fallout 76. 

They're bad at listening to what the fans want. We've been asking for a multiplayer function to play with just friends, not an MMO.


Well, in the Harvest Moon games you're a farmer. The first few just focused on farming-- dealing with crops and livestock. Friends of Mineral Town, to my knowledge, was the first to do three things differently. First, there was an entire town full of people to get to know. Second, there was marriage candidates to woo. Third, they released a female version named More Friends of Mineral Town.

The unfortunate thing was that you could only woo the opposite sex.

Story of Seasons had improved on that a LOT. There's still crops and livestock, and villages/towns to get to know people, but they also added customization. While you can still only marry the opposite sex, you can make your character look like either a boy or a girl. Some people said they did that and pretended the resulting child was adopted.

Obviously it's a relaxing sort of game. There's no danger to your character aside from passing out due to lack of sleep and/or stamina. 

Many people prefer Rune Factory because it's like Harvest Moon/Story of Seasons but with monsters to fight in the mine and stuff.


Uhh... Human Centipede 1 has a guy sewing people's mouths to other people's asses.... You can imagine how gross that gets. I'm trying not to gag just thinking about it.

As for Tusk, it's nowhere near as disgusting as Human Centipede, but it's just really unsettling. Basically a guy gets kidnapped by a crazy guy that knocks him out and sews his body together to make him into a walrus.


I downloaded Santa Lucia a few days ago, but haven't played it yet.

Nice, you already anwswered.

This is not my time to show up with a new wall of text (maybe tomorrow:), but I have something to share.

I finally started on reading a story, I once found on wattpad and added to my list. You wouldn't believe it the story GoldWater High School was actually written by a former US soldier! Apparantly there was a time he left wattpad completely and in one extra chapter he tells us why (that's why I know he was a soldier).

This is just so amazing that I have to share it.

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Im not sure I listened to all of their songs, but what I heard was good music only. Though are you whitewashing or do you mean it? I feel like you are comparing their songs with others and you mean like Shinedown is for a mature audience.

I used Shazam on one song that played on the radio and now I have 5 songs of the same band “Sunrise Avenue“ on my phone.


Apropo 'wrong person' I have to get back to reading The Raven King... Ohhh I like it soo much! Right now the story is leading to a “pointe“ (literary mean (?)) I hope will be good.

Well, maybe you learned one thing or two that might be helpful for avoiding bad people. “Kinda cool“ and “in their element“ means watching them drown themselves in alcohol and drugs... Or hurting other peoples feelings, such as yours? You don't have to go into the details, if you don't want, I can already imagine.

Here's an important question: Are you smoking or alot around people who do? (There's an important reason behind this question)



I absolutely DISLIKE war movies! The thing with CoW is it's based on true events, it's very realistic, the effects are incredible, the music is also so nice and the acting is on point. I don't like what's going on, but that doesn't mean I don't like the movie. It's your choice really..

Uh romantic AND drama? Please spare me.

Hey! Why don't you watch it and you suggest any movie you like me to watch and I'll go straight to it?! A win win for both sides.

Tell me if it is negotiable. Can't write this line in the above one, because of the stupid bug ._.


I feel you. I was just like you to some regard. I was too young, naive and overall not very smart about this. We were friends and somehow we found out we're both (maybe I turned him...) gay, so we kissed, but only once I think. In that night it happend that he wanted “more“, but I did not. Not short after this I blew him off. As a friend as well as a “lover“. I am glad though I was a teenager, who wasn't even 18.

For his sake I hope he is not into men anymore. Living like this in a country like mine is not impossible, but always burdensome.

I told you about him twice or so, though never many details.

Apologise sincerely and don't work yourself up over it. I don't know honestly. I am lucky, I have no best buddy. 🙃 But I wish I could care for a very good friend, that's for sure. NO, no suicide you won't get me this time either!!

Don't suffer over it, don't dwell on what is behind you. Go forth, look on the bright side of life and have no fear! Pretty sure your country or state is much more thrilling than my could ever be.

You made me a little sentimental there.

In the city, my older sister is currently living in, they just now had an attack where a guy tried to get into a synagogue on the most important jew holiday, but killed a passerby and another person in a restaurante nearby instead. Two people died, but a massacre failed, thankfully. I heard in the radio they call it a terror attack... And in the UK happend something too, but I'm not sure what exactly.



Truth behold sex adds realism to any game, if it is a good thing is another question. The video is now on pause in my youtube app. Aand watched it, the guy Gopher is pretty comical. How he complains about everything that happens in the game is annoying and funny at the same time. But even better is how he is so nonchalant.


Yeah Password and TA are awsome, very well crafted games. Now they have a new rival. Santa Lucia's first scenes are alot to my liking. Have you played through it? I already know who my crush is this time. It's so easy, there's no thinking it over. Try guessing it if you want.

When I wrote I like “bad guys“ I forgot to mention I also enjoy reading about the mysterious or introverted guys and girls, cracking them open like a shell. Combined, in a person like Tyson, is a dream come true. Although Tyson is rather hardly mysterious. ;/


I see, that's great! I wanna do it for my living too. What inspired me to do so was the book series Bruns_LLC. I already told you about it at some point, maybe you'll remember. In that series the main character is a computer or programming nerd who writes programs “faster than your eyes' blinking“. I know how hard it will be getting there, but let me at least have a good try.

How matching *chuckle* I have to learn Python for what I'm going to do.

So, are you using SoloLearn for studying?

C is one of my goals too.


I know, I know geeez mods are not new to me. Did I read that right you can make basically custom mods easily with this tool? (CK)

It sounds Like alot of fun. Are you playing together with other people or singleplayer?

I never got into any of these games. Watching, what my subscribed channels play, is all I need.

If it comes down to “what kind of MMO's have you played?“ or “what MMO is the highest on your ranking?“ or “have you seen the new MMO which released earlier that day?“ call me a layman. I guess I'm good in Jump' n Run and not experienced enough with MMO's, open world like games in general.

There's a game I wanna play soon. It was made by an indie developer and is the sequel to BrightRidge. Yes, it is a mobile game, but one with a totally open world. There's no way around with being impressed by this man's work! The games name is Vandgels.


Ahhh nice, do you want me to watch Tusk then? THC is a no-go for me. Tusk on the other hand could be good.

When I watched “In The Tall Grass“ (Netflix Original) I thought it will be a bad ass horror movie. What I got was a thriller. I wish something more would've happend with the characters, but I don't dislike the film.


Ae I said Santa Lucia is top notch. The characters are alot like Morenatsu's, though the story and place is much different. Who do you think is my crush? The MC is a cat this time btw. I first didn't notice it at all and thought it's a dog. 🤭 I guess my obsession with dogs has gone too far. . . Nevermind. Other characters are a panda, a squirrel, a tiger, a fox, a dog AND you can choose to have a relationship with Ben's (default MC name) best friend from the childhood. She is the only datable girl (for now possibly), the squirrel.


“Werewolves“ another thing I am on at the moment is getting more and more exciting. So far I chose not to have deeper-going relationship, because of a choice I made in the beginning. You can play the game either violent/with brute force or pacifistic/peaceful. The achievements make sense and even though I read many pages by now I still haven't unlocked 50%.


Did you ever, on any point in our long conversation, think I might be a prankster who only tells lies? In the beginning I was curious if you were 'real' or not, but after we wrote so much about us, nobody could just make up (in that time), I was sure you told the truth.

Just something minor to think about. ;)

I never lie today. I was a normal-tier lier as kid though. Sometimes I say partially the truth or I say nothing. They may say lies protect the unbearable truth, but I think truth is the path that leads to success and righteousness.

If someone would ask me “Hey, hey you, you gay or something?“ I would simply say yes I am indeed.


Tomorrow is WE YUS more free time!

I'm not quite sure what you mean by 'whitewashing', but I was simply saying I don't want to listen to them all the time. I neither implied they were only for mature audiences or compared them to others. I just meant they're not a style I like all the time.


I don't smoke or hang out with smokers anymore... Why do you ask?


I'm not gonna watch CoW, honestly... Realistic war films just depress me and I already take medication for depression. I don't need to exacerbate it.


Well was he insistent about going further than a kiss, even after you said no? If so I understand distancing yourself, but the way you worded it sounds more like he respected your wishes but you still turned away from him.

I don't know about thrilling... We have had constant domestic terrorist attacks, it seems like, for the past several years and it only got worse when our current president was elected. There's a shooting every week, I swear. Though I haven't heard about the big ones, such as a school shooting or church shooting in a few months. I don't pay super close attention to the news though. It's all the same thing on a different day, and the media just over-exaggerates the importance of certain things.


I really like Gopher. His play style is nothing like my own. He's so immersed he becomes his character, whereas I play the same pretty much every time I pick it up... I want to try his style of just being one thing. I've never played as a simple farmer, or an assassin only. I've never played as just a mage or warrior. I want to, but I wind up doing a little of everything when I play.

Right now, however, I can't play the game because it keeps flickering on the main menu and I can't figure out why... I know it's because of the script extender because vanilla Skyrim works without any problems, but I don't understand why that would cause an issue... On top of that I have my schoolwork to do and a newsletter for my mom's Bluegrass Association. *sigh*


We normally seem to have the same taste, so I wonder if you really like Carlos cause I sure do. The quiet types are my thing. I love breaking through that shell.


I don't think it's possible for a human being to be that fast in real life, honestly. You can only go as fast as your body will allow, and blinking only takes a few microseconds.

I used SoloLearn one day. That was it. Just once. I got distracted. I honestly hate learning programming, but it's such a helpful thing to learn... I just don't totally want to.


Haha, sorry. Looks like I annoyed you by talking about mods too much. I just didn't know if you'd ever played with them or not. It's not possible on Android and I don't know what kind of games you play(ed) on the computer.

I don't think 'easily' is the word. It's easier than making a mod without a CK, but the CK is seriously confusing in some areas. There's tutorials, but I have a hard time taking that knowledge and applying it to something different than what they taught me.

I guess I wasn't clear, but sadly Bethesda games are single player, except for their terrible MMOs.


I'm not going to insist on it, but Tusk isn't a bad movie. It's just a bit slow. The concept, while disturbing, is kinda cool. If you want to give it a shot, by all means. It's not gross like THC.


I'm not sure where you got the idea you can date more characters in Santa Lucia, but right now it looks like the only dateable characters are Bryan, Carlos, and Nate... They didn't specify if they'd add more later, though I wish they would. Ben already calls Chris cute, which I agree, and Russell calls Ben cute a few times.

If you read the info of the game, under the "love interests" it clearly says "These are the three characters Ben has the opportunity to pursue a relationship with over the course of the game." 

It's "THE three characters" that sounds like they won't add more, but who knows. I didn't look at their stretch goals on Patreon.


Honestly, I was friends with a prankster in high school who pretended to be three of my friends at the same time without me knowing. I was heartbroken when I found out. Since then I don't really care if people are lying to me about who they are or not. I'm just myself, and if I later find out the person was a fake, I'm disappointed. However it doesn't really matter too much. Hell, turned out an ex of mine was playing with my heart. I REALLY stopped caring after that.

Besides, 98% of the people I meet online don't seem to be faking it. 

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