At least you tried to learn at school. I drew some really bad drawings on deviantart when I was younger, and then stopped drawing until a few years ago, so that's why I'm so bad at it. All of those artists were so nice to help you with your games! Oh, by the way, I actually got maneki mushi's game Blank to work by setting the screen size to 440 x 280. It wasn't frozen...I just couldn't see the rest of the text box or the text, so I thought that the game wasn't playing anymore. Yeah...I'm really dumb.
But, I digress. Even if you use assets, and only edit them, I'm sure that you can draw well if you try again. Trust me, it takes time and patience to pick up the skill again - a LOT of patience - but, it's worth it in the end.
Oh, about me drawing well, I had to use free AI images in the game I made you, and I did not edit them at all, so you still put more work into the assets that you used than me. XD
Even when someone compliments my writing, I can see the mistakes that I made, so I do understand what you mean.
I am so sorry that you lost your grandma. My own grandma passed away from the Coronavirus, and had dementia, so I know how much that hurts. My mom passing on before her could not have been easy for her, but she was a strong woman, and she is in a better place now.
I'm not surprised that you have friends, because you are really nice! Anyone would want to be friends with you.
I found an an online game maker called Twine that makes interactive games, and that's good enough for now. If Kocho could be viewed by more people that would be great...but, I won't use it right now, because of the limitation of only being playable in the Kocho app.
I could already have a pc, but my cousin wanted one month of internet, so I gave the money my mom had sent to me to her. But, it doesn't matter now. I'll try to just be happy with what I have now.
Is your brother my cousin in disguise? She keeps eating in her room, and bringing all of the dishes to the kitchen, puts them in the sink, and walks away. And I have to do them, because she won't. We have seperate days to clean, but she will leave half of the kitchen dirty, so that I have to clean it the next day. It's a nightmare! >.<
That reminds me of a phone that my mom gave me years ago. That is so nostalgic. I used to read so many stories online, because I couldn't do anything else on it. But, it was still fun.
I already did something though, heehee~ And I do need to do something for you, because those who help others deserve to have good things, and you have helped me so much. :)
Making that game for you made me happy, and playing your games make me happy too. I think that as long as you are alive, I'll be happy.
Are we twins or something? Because I'm the same as you, unemployed and viewing myself as garbage because of it. And when you have others comfirming that you are nothing, because you don't work, it's even worse.
But, your words make me so happy. You should know that you are a really great person, and if I can keep talking to you, then I'm fine with being alive.