That's definitely not a promise you need to keep, to be clear! I saw your update on your website, and I wanted to leave this message to let you know that I'd absolutely consider something of value to be lost, if what's described there were to happen. On Steam you mentioned a couple of other games you wanted to make that I'd love to see, for instance. Gear Gals, especially. It sounded like you even want to work on that game, given you called it 'soul fun'.
What's happened to you over the years... it's clear that it's been awful, and whatever sympathy I can provide as a random internet commentator is obviously not enough. But you do have a community here, however niche and shy, and we would all miss you.