I don't want to "rant"! Money is a serious topic! Especially when it's in other people's hands! People live off it! Paying rent, bills, or employees. I want the money to be mine becouse it is mine! ...and it seems like I'm just running after it!
You called it "theory"? Seems not so optimistic! Does that mean you don't actually know if there's even one person who reads all the notes you send them, or if they end up in the trash?