Anytime I can name the main character I give them the name Tard so I dont even consider them me, I just dont want to be the unseen hand guiding things to a dark place.
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it's all 1s and 0s. kindly grow a spine, and either just bite the bullet or give up on it.
story telling isn't supposed to make you feel like "the good guy". it's supposed to allow people to experience and explore things in a safely manner, and sometimes it tackles on difficult topics, because doing that is what makes you grow as a person. there's no need to modify the route.