I'll tell a little sad history about myself....
When I was a kid I, and I was a new at the current school....so I had no friends and barely knew anyone...... after some time, I still having no friends, but people at least knew I existed....I was a smart kid.... always asking questions and having everything done......one day a girl that sat close to me, asked me for help to answer some questions.....I was a good kid that liked to help......so I helped her..... when I was done......she gave me a little kiss on the cheek....this was an experience I was never going to forget......that was the first time I received this kind of affection......I expended the rest of the day thinking about it..... when I looked at her she seemed also a little bit embarrassed but.......I think this was jus her plan....she didn't need help with her questions........this was the cutest thing I ever seen.....some time passes...... maybe four days ......we both seem too embarrassed to talk to each other......but an opportunity was going to show up.....it was a month that in Brazil we have a commemorative party called "festa de são João" and our class, along side others were selected to make a dance and presentation of an duet......the thing is...the girl choose with who they will dance......and she chose me....at this moment I knew that was a start of something that would guide my life......we were also have been chosen to make the presentation......we go to the practice dances to learn our choreography....and we also have to practice out presentation...... everything was going so well......she seemed very happy too...............but..... destiny had other plans.......at home......my father brings some paperwork........we are moving to another house...... I'm changing school's........ the paperwork were to change me school's.......on that same day.....I go to the school....the party is happening.....but I don't have the courage to say nothing....even more to see her...... We finish to remove me from the school.....the other day we more to other house......and I never see her again...........
