You don't need to feel sad for me.....so much things happened in my life that I basically never let something affect me...... sometimes people think that I don't care about things....ot that I'm insensitive.......I just put logic above everything else in my head, and this kinda made me look emotionless outside, I do care.....but I'm not willing to show it....... maybe I even forgot how to do it......so I just don't try anymore.....the last time I tried to be more open......all my body and mind just screamed...... I'm just not compatible with this anymore.......but, don't worry.... I'm happy.....I have given up on love a long time ago......but this is a history for another time......