Had to rewrite parts of my text again. Sigh
I hope my wall makes up for the elapsed time. ;) It's not a ton, but you didn't exactly gave me alot to work with. :P
Nice, I'm gonna watch it tomorrow though. My dad and I were watching Shaun of the Dead earlier this evening. It was bad, very bad. I expected alot more from such an overhyped movie. Sure not everything was terrible. There were a few good, funny scenes, but it wasn't really enough to have me hooked. Zombieland is so much better. I plan on watching it's second movie that has released not long ago very soon.
Hot Fuzz is from the makers of Shaun of the Dead and far greater.
Have you seen In the Tall Grass by now? You will propably hate it in all honesty. I can see it being too boring for you.
Hmm, nothing I can do about that. :/
Which bands are to your liking again? I am constantly adding more songs to my MX Player playlist. It's awsome! Now, because I started driving, I actually listen to radio music and sometimes I find forgotten songs or I like new songs, which I again can add. The newest single of Coldplay Isn't the best, from what I heard. Maybe you heard it too and liked it?
Ahh good, good. Where I am “studying“ now I'd say half of the people there are smokers. I don't know about you, but I will never understand the fun part of smoking. I will propably even buy a relatively cheap training-mask, which is labeled as “High-Altidude-Endurance-Maske“, whatever that means. I know you're rather not a sports person, but training their lungs would hurt nobody. The rating is good and I trust the company who, so to say, tell we disregard how important well funtioning lungs are, especially for athletes.
You can think of me as a sports freak if you want, it fits.
Currently I am able to wear my 20 kg (up to 30) weight vest in the forest and even do a few pullups with it, which I'm pretty proud of. 😊
OMG cut it!!! 😂 No, we were not drunk and I am sure he wasn't crying because I didn't want to... do... “things“. My guess is he cried because he was homesick. Why he would be that I am completely unsure of. But whatever it was and happend there stays there.
The past is the past and the present or future is now or tomorrow. I pretty much hated learning what happend when and who won which war or who developed which item/device/formula... magic spell. The history class was boring for me, even though I wasn't terrible at it.
Humans never seem to learn from past events, so why bother with learning about them...? Perry Rhodan is the best book series when it comes to Peace, Freedom and Humanity anyway and it's science-fiction.
I may not have had the most terrific childhood or parents one could think of at all, but the older I grew the lonelier I got and whatnot....
29 sounds old, but is it really? My older sisters boyfriend is 29, I think, and she is going to be 23 (I think). There's still plenty of time to... work AND have fun.
I'm jewish? How come? We already talked about it. Like you I grew up in a entirely christian family. I can't remember if you talked about how your parents reacted to your coming out as bisexual. My parents wouldn't reject me from their family, but they wouldn't be happy with my “decission“ like at all. My dad would understand it the best, because he *was* gay himself, he told me... There was this one time I used to download free gay ebooks with my parents account. Now though they seem to believe I'm straight as uncooked spaghetti.
Isn't it a cruel world sometimes?
You propably won't understand, but it helps me reading from terrible fates like Neil Josten's to get over “my own little nightmare“. I still really recommend this book series. The writing feels like it actually happend and is not fiction. Or it feels like the author experienced very similar things. Well, let me tell you I hope not.
Right now, 70% into the second book of this triology, Neil knows he will be gone from this world soon. I can't describe how good these books are! Neil is only a “second“ identity to protect him by the way.
I know there is only so much every individual human can bear, but you will make it through the pain and suffering and possible hatred. Believe in yourself, because I do!
Here are some quotes from The Raven King:
[...] Neil shook his head. He didn't know how to explain the fear eating a hollow knot in his chest. Something like this demanded complete honesty, and Neil had been lying since he was old enough to speak. He didn't know how to tell the truth now. [...]
[...] Guilt was a relatively new emotion for Neil, something the Foxes were teaching him through prolonged exposure to them. Up until this point he felt it in umcomfortable, fleeting bursts. Now it was a fierce all-consuming heat that made him want to cut his own stomach out. He didn't know if he was going to puke or scream. [...]
[...] Neil flinched. He'd pushed because he needed to see that horrible smile crack. He needed to know if 'unknown' was screaming behind the euphoria his drugs fed him. But 'unknown' wasn't, and Neil couldn't live with that. [...]
[...] “Better luck next time, Neil,“ he said. “I warned you once already, didn't I? I don't feel anything.“ “Anymore,“ Neil said, barely a whisper. [...]
[...] Guilt, grief and pain were corrosive toxins in his veins, tearing him apart from the inside out. He let them, made them, because these memories were awful but they were things that made sense. That aching loss was all he knew and understood. If he lost sight of them all he had was the unfamiliar cruelty he'd witnessed tonight. [...]
[...] Apparantly death wasn't enough cause to shake the routine. [...]
[...] “Neil,“ 'unknown' said, “between you and me, I don't think you've ever been fine.“
As you can see there's absolutely nothing fun, happy or enthusiastic in at least the first and, I assume, second book too. It makes you wonder if there's going to be a happy end at the end of the last book. If not I couldn't live with it, it's not *fair* towards the characters. I know the word 'fair' is naive, but it serves the righteousness. If you don't want black and white order & chaos remain and somehow fairness.
What I think is there are news channels that indeed want views, so that is their only interest, but in my eyes there are also channels that tell the truth. Maybe all channels exaggerate, though it would be fine with me.
Glad to see you got things working.
I never heard of Bluegrass music. It sounds to me like Smoke Weed Everyday... I'll give it a shot.
I prefer Car. If you pronounce it a bit different and roll the 'r' it sounds better imo. That's just my opinion though. :)
Oh yes please the hooded guy is on my favorites list very high. He appears to be a rhino, right? You and me like mysterious/closed up characters. I like them if they wear hoods even more. But you forgot about the panther. He needs his own route too or is he one? I forgot.
Another thing where we're alike. I have a problem with elders (?). I love being free, I love being unbound, and unresponsible “for me it looks like we can do whatever we want“ (Venom). I love Venom, he is easily one of my favorite characters, ever.
I dunno if I have told you this. The night time I like the most. It's so peaceful and if I happen to watch something scary and get scared the feeling passes in a rush. Night walks in a group are the best! :D