amazing as always

just like with lhl this feels like a perverse and intimate view far deeper than should ever be permitted

it doesnt even matter if it actually is a view into the author or some fictional creation based in some other reality, its all truths told as lies, as all art is, but this feels closest to truth

will stick with us for a while, or at least me. i feel disgusting and beautiful and comforted and confronted reading it. i feel disgusting writing this

thank you