oh my goodness i am so emotional right now!!! i came into this HORNY and i am leaving so happy yet distraught... i played every route in left to right order on the character selections as i took a liking to hugo then got intrigued by all of them after the first playthrough and after playing leland's, i figured i might as well do it in that order LMAO!!! but holy moly first of all i went into this from a reddit recc, basically blind and craving spice. i was so happily surprised first off by the mix of both submissive and dominant characters,,, hugo and leland's routes scratched some itches in me i didn't even know i had, ansel shocked the FUCK out of me but i wasn't mad in the slightest, yuugo and sasha had me holding on for dear life and datu!!!! gahhh i feel so soft for him :((( the range of all these characters, both in and out of the digital bedroom, is so incredible. i had so much fun from the fluff to the angst to the smut. 

SPOILERS NOW but having depression and playing this game is NOT for the weak!!! when first going through the game and seeing the day seven reveal i felt insane because something similar happened to me at a psych ward after i was inpatiented where basically all our shit was aired out and feeling all that again made me emotional and going through every route and telling the boys we were here for them was GAHHHH so healing... then after datu's route, the last one i played before the true end, i was like... something is off but. hm. and god i'm so glad i played his last because the true ending hit me HARD because of that. seeing all my boys band together to tell datu that he is not alone in these hard times, summing up the big message in the climax, and the final promise of a sleepover made me nearly cry but DAMN YOU LEXAPRO. 

getting to know all the boys and love them all despite their troubles and the dynamic in the group chat over these past few days i've played this game has made me feel super emotional... you come for the smut (literally) and stay through the depression... in my mind we're all a depressed little polycule because that's the only way i can cope with me having finished the game. thank you to the people who helped make this game, this was awesome i love yall