I cant comment, so I'll just leave this here:

OH MY GODDD DONT EVER DO THAT TO ME EVER AGAINNN 
because I would LOSE IT if carter died LIKE--

NAHHH DONT TEST ME, IF HE DIES, I'LL KILL EVERONE INVOLVED. NO ONE IS SAFE. RAAAAAAAAAHHHH
hes literally my only anchor (and father figure)
also, I JUST REALISED BOOK TWO IS OUT AAAA YIPPIEEE
definitely checking out that one~