Is and will always be one of my TOP favorite AVN's! Wonderful story, beautiful character's, astonishing visuals, and it so wonderfully explores deep depression. It can really open your eyes if you are not aware of how someone can truly in the depths of despair of depression. How someone you love could be suffering and you not being able to understand it or see the signs because you haven't experienced it. A+++ in my opinion it doesn't matter how many AVN's come after this will always be at the tops of my favorites. And if you have any compassion or empathy for others it will make you sad and emotional at points throughout the story because it will make you think "That is really sad that real people struggle with this sort of thing." So do yourself a favor and more so the people around you in your life and don't be afraid to check to see if they are alright and if you notice they seem different don't brush it aside after they say"I'm ok.", you might be their last lifeline.