I don't know what to say. You guys are a monster.  I'm heartbroken, I've been crying for more than half an hour, my blood pressure has even gone down. What a magnificent story! It makes you think. It gives you hope that everything will be okay in the end and then they slap you in the face. I have a twin and I spent the whole time imagining myself in their place and I only came to one conclusion: I would have died the day he disappeared.