appreciate this, yes! sensuality is so incredibly violating, there's a reason it is so commonly used in torture. It is something I like to write about, instead of pulling away to mere sexual violence. the disgusting slime gradient...thank you for recognizing that very important aspect!
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very thoughtful review, thank you! I agree, there are many parts that could be improved with editing--the load-bearing nature of writing one's first novel while sick, then trying to get out from under it before it collapses. Much easier to sustain quality with shorter works, and I've written so many different things, I'm sure you can find something more "pure" and elegant. It is difficult for me to let go of that purity...but sacrifices to dignity must be made.
"lifechanging", yeah, I think there's a lot of ways people describe my work that are simultaneously flattering but annoying if used too broadly. it's a very specific book and everyone has a very different life, so all I hope is that it finds the people who are into this shit, and that everyone else can feel comfortable ignoring it.
lolicore at a penthouse, I was thinking of how the rich borrow other people's taste, hire people to have taste for them, how the internet gives them proximity to weird interpenetrations of culture yet no ability to understand it. inspired by some cursed things I've seen in the art world...
glad you liked the blake parts. that special window of a teen's life where another person can get you to kill for them...it's so real and intoxicating and feverish...
"faggot-subaltern", "island", yes! there are some real self-hating islands out there, I hope anyone who feels trapped in that kind of prison can feel more comfortable worming into the faggot soil.
thanks again for this review, it's very fair and insightful!
thank you, i really appreciate that <33
the truth is, i did put a lot of care into it for something that seems like a shitpost, and i'm glad it means something to you. it taught me a lot for working on my "big" game, and it's also funny that this is your intro to me. but very appropriate. i hope you enjoy whatever you dive into!
haha thank you! really glad you're enjoying it!
oh yeah some people have trouble with that part, sorry. it slows down intentionally but maybe it also lags at the same time on some computers? I have no idea why...
but you gotta keep going right and following the path and holding down the DASH button (this is important! otherwise it'll be way too slow) and you'll reach the exit. hope this works for you!
Appreciate you bringing this error up! I don't know very much about this, but I think it might be an issue with your graphics card? Try updating it to the latest driver, or as a last resort disabling it while you play the game (if your computer has a backup way to display things). If that doesn't work, the game has a good chance of working on a different Windows computer. And remember you can disable special FX if that is the problem using these instructions . Good luck! 🙏

























