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Dude, I completely understand how you feel. 

The truth from me is that I have been dealing with feelings of unhappiness for over fifteen years. It mainly has to do with internet harassment because of the fact that I like Sonic the Hedgehog. I've grown to detest the internet crusades against "toxic fandom." I feel that it's absolutely dehumanizing to label entire groups of people as toxic just because they don't always see eye to eye. I've been hurt more by the narrative of toxic fandom than any fandom that was ever declared to be toxic. I think that if everything is toxic, then nothing is toxic, and if you try to play the "who is the least toxic" game, you'll be playing for life. And, yeah, before anyone asks, I am indeed autistic.

You and I are in the same boat, so stay strong.

It's already fantastic! I'm almost jealous because I am just starting out with being a solodev myself. I played this on my Asus Rog Ally.

I understand how you feel. I've developed a mindset of making games that I would personally want to play.

I think that judging games for being "good" or "bad" is kinda lame in and of itself. There are a lot of things I am still interested in even if they got totally lambasted by critics because I still want to see how they could've worked out. It's the imagination that counts the most for me, and when my imagination gets spit on, it's almost debilitating.