it's fine, I know I've said things to creators I loved that I regret saying. All I will ever ask for anyone is to enjoy what folks make, and be understanding of one another's time, motivation and struggles.
I don't blame you specifically, it was the action more than the actor. it's also a case of myself wishing I had someone tell me what I said earlier on rather than having to learn it from experience over time. ^-^
We can only ever try to improve and learn from the dumb stuff we do, and I know I myself need to learn alot.