Hello there! Thanks for playing!
Yeah, the player is in an endless dream loop.
However, in your second run, you must turn the radio off and the kitchen light appears, and the rest of the cycle is exactly the same.
In the first run you did that and the light switch was there.
The player has serious mental issues, and you never know if the events in the game are real or not.
Sorry for the inconveniences, I'll update the game soon and try to make all of this easier to understand.