Ooh, what an uncomfortable story. I enjoyed it quite a bit. The juxtaposition of sumptuous descriptions of the food and the revile that our main character responded with was interesting and off-balancing. Amusingly, I misread the TW as "inflicted food", laughed to myself, and then discovered while playing that being given the command to "Eat the Course" was actually a bit upsetting--in a good way! I weep for your lost words and hope this story is one you return to.