Things are good and bad, at the same time. I don’t know if I can explain this in a way anyone understands.
I kind of feel numb, but at the same time any small action makes me either aggressive, emotional or just a mess in general? I broke my headset and almost started crying, and no, it is not my time of the month.
My ex said that he’s giving me a chance to try to make him like me, which I’m kind of hoping I can manage to do that.
I used to like my best friend, mostly because of this one very sexual interaction we had, in which he sent me some naughty pics while he was drunk, turns out he thought I was his ex, so, not something I’m very happy about.
Overall, money has been tight, but I know it’ll get better.
Still no contact with my father, but I guess I’m alright? Ended up breaking things up with a guy because he already had his whole life planned, and he just kind of expected me to fit into it, like, move with him, so he can maintain me as I give him children? I was not ready to think that fast.
I’m really glad you enjoyed your break! Also, what do you think of cats? Aren’t they amazing?