Some very familiar feelings in this devlog. One of the reasons I never returned to otojam was the pressure I felt for my next title to be just as successful, and the fear I felt for the emotions that would follow if it wasn't. It's a bit horrifying.
Your honesty and candidness is refreshing -- I've always seen you as a passionate and talented dev, and now I can add honest to that list. Sorry you went through all that, regardless, and happy to see you recovering.
Cheering for you and wishing you the best. Take as much time as you need.