Please take all the time you need.
Losing a pet, even in the first few days, is hard, seeing that being die next to you is one of the worst things I can remember.
It will get better with time but it will always be a weird feeling.
The only advice I can give is to live through the next few weeks and then look for another pet. Not as a replacement, because it never will be, but as a new companion to help with the feelings.