At times I felt like the game was too difficult, for the first time I wished a porn game was easier. Part of me still preferred it that way because I like a challenge. This was truly a painful challenge though. I was being tortured, always clinging onto hope that maybe this time I’ll make it much farther or the time after, maybe if I sell her body and tear away a bit of her soul she’ll have a better chance, maybe if she dies a few times she can make it. But I barely made progress most of the time, I started to think that the dices are rigged and there’s no way to win actually, no matter what I do, even if there was, time was running out, and the sanity of my character was depleting. Yet, I still kept playing and I still tried to win because the game always tried to tell me that there is a chance I can win by allowing me to make a little bit of progress. Any time I found myself getting through a difficult obstacle or finding myself making more progress than usual, I told myself that there is a chance, but any time I fell into the same loop again, I wondered: “Is the game playing with me? Tricking me into thinking that there’s hope”. Those thoughts came with the desire of giving up, but I still kept clinging onto hope. So I continued… and continued… and continued…. And continued…. And continued… and continued… and continued… and- oh bad ending. Time to try a new strategy, attempt number 498
This was the only way to describe why the storytelling in this game was so good. I came here with love for horror and cat girls, then later as a horny sadist wanting a fictional character to be tortured, only to end up realizing that ironically I was the one being tortured, just like her. Making the player think exactly the same thing that the main character is thinking about is excellent storytelling, and I was impressed when I reflected on this game.
You little shit. Not only did you lure a sadist into your game, but you also turned the tables and made the sadist the one being tortured huh? I kind of respect that.
I guess there’s a lame way of summarizing this in one sentence, but eh
I did win in the end btw. (Note 3/27/2023: Did I? I don’t remember, I guess I was hoping I would win but I never did hah)
The game is slow for my potato arch linux, but I found it odd how it got slower as I went on, and exiting the pause menu or the transitions made the rest of the game slower. The solution was always to restart the game. It may be because of a plugin, plugins tend to be bad on low-end computers, but if it’s a plugin it’s probably not worth removing. (Note 3/27/2023: I will no longer use my potato arch linux to play most porn games, I went back to using my main pc + steam link. I got a spare router that I can locate on the same room as the pc, this made it so I have no lag when I play these games)
Note: This was written in August 25 2022
