I’d rather die old and alone. Unlike you, Rible, I’m not exactly social. I’m not loud I can’t even talk to my friends normally let alone my crush. It’ll be a blue moon by the time I talk to him. Unless I’m forced to.
bruv i didn't have real legitimate friends until i turned 15
Until that point i was a massive mess
Not to shit on ur friends but it might be the people ur hanging out with
Like in my experience, until last year I'd only hung out with the basic white girls in my class. And they all kinda sucked as friends (so i was the only nd, queer trans kid). It wasn't until i started hanging out with people who were actually like me (cough gay and neurodivergent people) that i started feeling better in social situations
And Yeah talking to new people is hard as heck which is why you make yourself seem approachable so they talk to you first
Also how can you have a crush on someone you don't know personally, that doesn't make sense to me, can you explain what you feel when you see him
crush = you like person
A crush isn’t falling in love, it’s like admiration and it can fade away. It’s not a serious thing so yes you can have crushes on people without knowing them well. And by the way I’m not saying I have a crush now I am just saying that if I did I wouldn’t talk to him. I mean I do like someone currently but I wouldn’t call it a crush, more of just “this person is nice” and then leave it at that. I think it may be the bright eyes, yk how people with bright eyes are, it’s like they put you in a trance, it’s freaky and weird and I hate it but their eyes are so pretty it’s so weird
Also no my friends are great I’m just anti-social, they never ostracized me for being weird and anti-social, they never forced me to talk when I didn’t want to, they’re great friends, maybe eventually I’ll start talking to them more naturally but not today.