I decided to read it all and the truth is that I didn't expect something like this to happen to you, I thought whether to write a comment because I'm not a person of English nationality, I'm Spanish (Mexico to be exact haha) so all this is taken from Google translate like this sorry if there are words that are not understood, well leaving aside, I hope you continue to be well, what happened to you in medical school was very strong and I hope something similar does not happen to you again, even in a part of what I felt identified with what you wrote, I only hope that you continue to be better and live a healthy and happy life, the future may bring surprises that we do not like, but even so, do not give up for what may happen from now on, because much success awaits you in life, luck in everything you do, with love, a simple fan.