It's not saying or helping much but I am probably first or second most dreadful and despaired member of the community. You are not alone, I might be
Do they hate you because you act like Brock sometimes and make controversial statements like "early AEWVS was better and you can't even load the game page because you're a mod so you make meaningless art instead"
That too + pretentious taste overcomplaining and cringy humor.
I did not mean that I am hated, I meant I am most saddest/depressed member myself it is not anybody else's fault. It is not a role model for sure
That sentence made you sound even more foreign, haha