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I know it's not my fault. But I'm just so scared. I keep thinking it's gonna happen again. You wanna know how bad it is-

I missed replying to Auntie's vent by a few hours, just a few hours, no biggie, but as soon as I saw that she had vented and I missed it, my mind immediately jamp to conclusions. And Auntie ISN'T EVEN SUICIDAL!

I keep feeling like I have to help everyone so it doesn't happen again. I keep feeling like it's my responsibility to fix everything. And I don't wanna feel that anymore. But I don't wanna watch anyone hurt themselves again.

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Do Crime(Nightcrawler)1 year ago

I just feel hopless. I can't even spell hopeless right. And my grades are slipping. And I can't focus. And I sleep in class. Even my eyes are bad. I'm just a stupid idiot who'll never get a job because she was never smart enough to graduate.

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Do Crime(Nightcrawler)1 year ago

... I'm not crying. You are.

Thank you though, fr. I feel a little better.

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Do Crime(Nightcrawler)1 year ago

I usually hide my crying bcs people never know what to say when I tell them what's wrong and their advice never really helps and I don't want them to feel bad for me because then I'll feel bad that I told them and it's kind of a whole thing.

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Do Crime(Nightcrawler)1 year ago

everyone has an ugly cry. No one looks good when they're crying. I won't believe it.

Do Crime(Nightcrawler)1 year ago

Maybe I feel like I need to fix everyone else because I can't fix myself.

Do Crime(Nightcrawler)1 year ago (1 edit) (+1)

thanks anyway. It was nice to talk to someone. Usually I wouldn’t get a reply on my vents.

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