I just feel hopless. I can't even spell hopeless right. And my grades are slipping. And I can't focus. And I sleep in class. Even my eyes are bad. I'm just a stupid idiot who'll never get a job because she was never smart enough to graduate.
I usually hide my crying bcs people never know what to say when I tell them what's wrong and their advice never really helps and I don't want them to feel bad for me because then I'll feel bad that I told them and it's kind of a whole thing.
