ive said this in the comments of fog and sea lol but i really do love your writing style. it's very evocative and visual and enjoyable to read!
thinking about this idea of the "you" when you're creating something and the "you" after you're done being someone else, perhaps because the act of creating itself is a learning, growth process even though sometimes it doesnt feel like it....
i love the list at the end lol especially the last point but you already knew that bc im pretty sure i said it already on discord lmfao!!! i also like the bit about how people will always be looking for meaning, even if you dont intend for it... which is so fun!
for what its worth i think your voice comes through a lot in your work! and i cant wait for its amplification as you keep making art... it's exciting!
and no, you didn't waste my time at all