The most important is nothing but you when ı read this post ı felt really sad because I can also feel like this sometimes..so please take care of yourself even ıt means the goals will have to wait..as ı said you are far way more important than them ı hope you will become better with time ^^ .
I'm sorry you feel like that sometimes too :( It's not a nice place to be in and I sure as hell wouldn't wish it on anyone!
Things are slowly improving as time goes on, and finally coming off of the antidepressants has helped a lot (oh, the irony x3) So I'm finally feeling like I can make a bit of progress on my projects again :3
Thank you for all the kind words and support!