I would still feel awful, haha, I just can't help it xD I'm compelled to send anyone who helps a little bit of money at least, even if it's just enough to buy a coffee or something... Why can't I win the lottery?!? T_T Hehe.
Sure, feel free to use either:
gbuhgbluh@gmail.com
kalamitykiss@hotmail.com
Either one is fine :3