it makes me so happy to hear this game helped you make a lousy day into a good one!
even if you arent able to get on hormones now there is always going to be time to start them eventually. whenever youre in a safe place to do so, transition doesnt have to start with hormones either, pisti started her journey a lot before that, me included! its never too late! and on top of everything you may think you want to be a girl, but you already are a girl!!!