I WAS EXPLAINING WHAT I WANTED TO DO! EXPLAINING AND DOING SOMETHING OR DISRESPECTING (or as my Grandma said Disinfecting) ARE THREE DIFFERENT THINGS!
explaining that you wanted to cuss at her and give her the finger isn't disrespectful, of course, it isn't.
Look, I don't know who you are, but allow me to enlighten you. All of the people I know would say that that's disrespectful. My family would say it's disrespectful. Communities online would say it's disrespectful. That's like a threat.
Oh, now i understand what my mom and family means by “Watch what you say or think before you say or type” i didnt mean to make people think i was disrespecting my mom.. i swear i’m a good kid just i get into arguments with her sometimes.. and it just... you know makes me wanna kill something so then i take that out on her.. i’ll be honest i have cursed her out before and an hour later came back down telling her i already did the mouth soap thing and that i was sorry about it.. god i hate when i do shit like this..