Why? Do you really want to know? I have fucking depression, I've been stressed out by everything, fucking hell my grandmother had surgery today, I can't seem to do anything right, I have no friends, and it's killing me very, very, VERY slowly. There. You got what you wanted. Hoorayyy.
...I'm sorry. I have really bad depression too, and I can't talk about it with anyone. Last night I tried cutting for the first time. I actually depend on this website as a safe space. My mom had surgery two days ago. I can't do anything right either, I'm currently failing high school and might not graduate. I feel like a massive fuck up all the time but rping actually makes me feel so much better. Talking to you makes me feel so much better. So I'm really, really sorry that you feel that way. But at least you have us, and at least that's something.
i-i have depression too...it hurts to say this but...my 1 year old cousin dies...my aunt died....my mom hates me for being who i am.. a gay....i try so hard to make her happy and i guess its honestly not enough....my dad on the other hand fucking is rude to me im only 12 and they lay so much work on me! i have so much depressiojn and anxiety inside of me. i-i was broken so many times i want to die...when i found this site..it kept me distracted from my real life i feel happier on this website... im sorry your grand mother had surgery and if i were there right now i would talk to you and give you a hug........i want to be your friend...the only thing i got in this world is friends...im so fucking grateful to have you guys!...in life i got nothing but me and myself...