...I'm sorry. I have really bad depression too, and I can't talk about it with anyone. Last night I tried cutting for the first time. I actually depend on this website as a safe space. My mom had surgery two days ago. I can't do anything right either, I'm currently failing high school and might not graduate. I feel like a massive fuck up all the time but rping actually makes me feel so much better. Talking to you makes me feel so much better. So I'm really, really sorry that you feel that way. But at least you have us, and at least that's something.