Yeah, not normal behavior at all.
Some offense, but you kind of come across as a dick. Kindly keep your problems to yourself and spare the rest of us you tirades.
Sorry for ruining your little immersion but I'm not gonna just shut up and keep quiet. I do have my problems like everyone does and this is how i deal with them , I'm not asking for your pity or sympathy but just the understanding of how addiction can ruin you mentally even if it is fine and hunky - dory for you , it is not for me .
Anyways gotta go , Cheerio !