I wouldn't call it random, rather something I've been wanting to do personally for a long while and specifically with the fmg fetish since that's the field i have the most experience in. Even if this whole tomfoolery doesn't change your mind on addiction hopefully it's at least entertaining , it sure is for me.
Sorry for ruining your little immersion but I'm not gonna just shut up and keep quiet. I do have my problems like everyone does and this is how i deal with them , I'm not asking for your pity or sympathy but just the understanding of how addiction can ruin you mentally even if it is fine and hunky - dory for you , it is not for me .
Anyways gotta go , Cheerio !