Was it worth it to ruined your own image in the public?
I mean honestly this is a clear bait to makes peoples dogs on you but it didn't seems to work unfortunately.
But if you're being literal and actually mean it, seek some professional help because this won't be taken kindly if you're going to be an absolute degenerate
People like you often might ask why society don't accept them and guess what? Read what you've written and posted on this comment section
You sit down, type it out, read it and then sure posted it. You're pathetic, insufferable even
But I hope the best for you. Seek help and be better.
You weren't born to be like this
Don't push it pal, be insane but with standard