"i have basic ass tastes, i do not have a soul of a good critic, im not even an analyst of text and themes and shit, im barely even curious, im a deeply boring person in many ways,"
believe it or not, i feel this.. i'm never really trying to decode or judge the work at hand, just integrating cool ideas into my own thoughts..
it's only later, rotating my own ideas divorced from any particular work i've seen, that i'm thinking about themes and structure and whatever else
don't know if im too lazy or too stupid to deconstruct art or criticise it, or if it just feels like watching a puppet show and trying to find the strings